Dead wrong, guilty and cant find a way to make it right

Elijah2 said:

I've been having martial problems for a few months now and have been posting different things here for advice. I've apologized to my wife about my attitude previously and how i treated her previously which did help me out because since then she's showing alil more respect and consideration and even went with me and our kids to see transformers 2.

heres the problem that was brought to my attention. I have been totaly selfish in our marriage for the last 2 years. totally.
Mate, as much as you are trying to overcome and conquer the works of the enemy that was in life, it may appear to be at no avail, and the reason why that you are dealing with spiritual, physical, and emotional problems.

You said that you apologised to your wife for your selfish behaviour.

Did, you say to your wife:

“My dear wife, I have been wrong in the things that I have done over the past two years, putting myself first above your and our Children. I am sorry my dear wife, and I do love you deep down within my heart, and I ask you now to please forgive me for my selfishness and all the other irresponsible things that I did to you and our children. I love you and I am sorry, please forgive me!”

And then hand your wife a beautiful bunch of flowers.

I have been a fighter since i was 7, but got into Mixed martial arts about 2 years ago.
That was your first mistake, because you brought other religion’s deities into your life.

You need confess and repent your action to our Lord Jesus Christ and ask for forgiveness.

And if any of the “devil’s advocates” post an answer that is contrary to what I say, ignore completely, because I can tell you that I know what I am talking about when you wander out of the realms of our Lord Jesus Christ.

I remember asking for gear for christmas and my wife didnt get me any; i got upset instead of taking her hint that she didnt want me doing that anymore.
No mate, the reason why your wife didn’t buy it because it was out of HIS WILL! And you were out of HIS WILL.

i remember spending alot of time out of the house and she told me to not be gone so much so i slowed down the training until my coach pushed me into more events and more supporting of the team.

well it's come to my realization that the fighting changed my attitude for the worst (became cocky and self centered) and i spent more time worrying about myself than supporting my wife in her interests (school going out etc) so i basically blew it.
Well, you tell that to our Lord Jesus Christ in verbal prayer, and to your wife.

while i was out getting filmed and interviewed for magazines she was basically alone. AND I WAS WRONG.
Mate, you honesty is going to bring you back in touch with your responsibilities and accountability as a husband and the head of the family.

It’s going to be a lot of hard work, and there is no quick fix to it all, because your wife and children have been hurt, and they are the ones that need to be healed.

So after dealing with my sudden guilt over this..i quit fighting. I basically took my remaining gear and put it away, threw away my old fight themed shirts and repented to the Lord about my selfishness.
Mate, get ride of all of your gear, because it’s represents idolatry, burn it, get it out of your house.

I told my kids, who didnt want me gone anymore, that im done and they are happy.
That’s great mate, well listen to me do what I have said, and don’t let anyone else deter you from this path.

You got involved with another religion’s practices, and behind those practices, are the deities of that religion.

if they choose i'll train them up but i will not be fighting or training any other 'fighter' again.
My dear brother, listen to wisdom and a warning. Don’t get involved with martial arts ever again. Keep away from it, if you want to walk with our Lord Jesus Christ.

the problem is how can i apologise to my wife who basically gave up on me because she wanted this change awhile ago. she tolerated me going and then figured i care more about me than her and about my interests than hers.
While you are out of HIS WILL, by being involved in martial arts, you will continue to struggle.

I feel terrible. I prayed that God can make up for lost time and i reallly mean that im sorry. I will not put myself first again like that..but i'm afraid she will not believe me if i tell her what i did. how should i approach her or should i just not bring it up? i want my marriage healed and i want to be back with her personally and close the distance between us.

Please remember this:

Literally, “Taeguk” means “The Great Absolute and embodies the dual principle of ‘Um’ and ‘Yang’”, known more commonly as “Yin” and “Yang”. The theory of all of this is that, the users are using a natural phenomena to understand their relationship with heaven and earth. Also “Taeguk” gives a false sense of balance and harmony of opposites, which isn’t Biblical, as a believer of our Lord Jesus Christ, we know that opposites like holiness and sin, cannot co-exist.

“Eastern Martial Arts” focus on respecting these phenomena (nature), taking on their attributes and energies, becoming one with the creation and not the creator.

Every Eastern religious philosophy denies the Lordship of our Lord Jesus Christ, His Blood Atonement, and His Bodily Resurrection. Their religious philosophy is to try and save themselves by works.

The moral training in Karate has its roots in Zen Buddhism.

From personal knowledge and experience, many Christians have come under demonic oppression and bondage by simply following Yoga exercise routines, without meditation. Don’t listen to what others say, because the “snares of the fowler” are many in false teaching and false Christians.

All forms of martial arts are involved in the occult.

Martial Arts is a life philosophy, which replaces the belief in our Lord Jesus Christ with more emphasis on man, even though, those Christians who practice, try to tell you differently.

It’s not clear, which came first in these practices, the religion or the Martial Art. However, the two become closely knit together and entwined at a very early date, producing demonic deities.

“Aikido” means: “the road to a union with the universal spirit”, and that’s enough to warn any believer to keep away from these practices.

“Karma”, “Carma”, “Kundalini” all mean: “Serpent" power”, that is, Satan.

These deities, demonic spirits are associated with martial arts, and they usually inhabit the spine region, and are associated with the various back problems.

“Ki” means “Universal spirit”, and all martial arts use “Ki-power” in performing the Arts. It is said the power of “Ki” is inhaled into the lower abdomen, and exhaled through the hands, when the psychic powers of men are united with spirit and body. The Christian knows that this is demonic power, and is not of our Lord Jesus Christ. It’s interesting to note that the abdomen is the place where demon spirits congregate.

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Elijah2 said:

Thanks mate, I see it in the same way, but lately, I have been felt as though I am being brough to spiritual task in regards to my medals.

I've had many supernatural experiences with other things, which I won't share, but I do know of the unseen power and force behind those items of idolatry from occultic and dark practices from my past.

And over those many years as I disposed of those items and by burning and destroying I had spiritual release, and the enemy fled.

There is much power of darkness behind many unseen things of seen things, because I know from my own personal experiences and in HIS Service.

Anyway, I was basically giving Fields an example of decisions that have to made in our walk with our Lord Jesus Christ to cleans our hands, and purify our heart.

Thanks for your encouragement.

Blessings.

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