It was a long, dark, sleepless night for me. My mother and father lay sick, and all I could do was wait for them to pass into the care of our heavenly Father. The room was dark, and only I sat in it that would live to see another day, as the doctors told me, who had left what seemed like ages ago when they knew they couldn't help me. I couldn't think what was to come, or imagine what did, but all I knew was that I would be alone.
And finally, it happend. My mother, her eyes closed, stopped breathing. A rush of tears ran through my eyes, and I weeped. And as I weeped, I fell asleep when a wave of fatigue wash over me. I dreamed that my mother and father were with me, eating breakfast, and that while we ate, the Lord lifted them from there places and brought them to heaven. I woke with a jolt, and reached for the bible my father had inherited from his. I thought of how he had worked night and day to pay a Priest from a city called Arce to teach me to read and study maps so that I may learn the word of the Lord Almighty.
I turned to a random verse, hoping to find soothing words that may help in this dark hour, but all I could find were the vauge words of John 14:6 "I am the way to the truth and the light, no one comes to the Father but through me". I had known what these words mean't, yet had not thought the meaning important until now. I knew that they mean't the only way into the kingdom of Heaven and into God's presence was by accepting Jesus Christ into my heart. Me and my father and mother had talked for hours about what it mean't, and we had converted many friends Jew and Cathlic alike to our study, an un-denominational teaching where the only religious leader was God.
As I thought of this, I bowed before my bed, which was in the very same room as my mother and father's death beds. There, I prayed for forgiveness and for Jesus, the only begotten son of God, to come into my life, and change me, and for him to help me through this time. After this, another wave of fatigue swept me into a long sleep. I knew that tomarrow I would have to find a way through this mess and to get a job good enough to suport a family.
