Hello, the fact that I am going to a forum to ask this question and not praying about it and believing that I will receive understanding about this matter is partially because of my frustration with my situation. I will do my best to describe this.
I liked this person for years and believed that this person was the one. After looking back at the situation I realize that I was wrong but the issue comes from what happened during that time. I kept pushing and one day in church when this person was there with her boyfriend (now her husband) some sort of weight surrounded my body. The best way I know how to describe it is like when you put on long johns before you go out in the cold. I think that it was directly a result from this persons presence during the particular social circumstance. This is something that I had never experienced before and the hardest part about it for me is that it hasn't gone away and it's been over six months.
Before that it was harder for me to deal with certain things that this, i can almost say comfort (like a constant feeling of being under the covers everyday all the time no matter where I am), has made easier for me. I personally feel like this is a bittersweet type of thing because I feel like I may have missed out on one of life's surprises. Not to mention I may be carrying a weight around that doesn't belong to me.
I woke up more disappointing than usual today and I'm I kind of angry about it.
Has somebody experienced this type of situation?
I liked this person for years and believed that this person was the one. After looking back at the situation I realize that I was wrong but the issue comes from what happened during that time. I kept pushing and one day in church when this person was there with her boyfriend (now her husband) some sort of weight surrounded my body. The best way I know how to describe it is like when you put on long johns before you go out in the cold. I think that it was directly a result from this persons presence during the particular social circumstance. This is something that I had never experienced before and the hardest part about it for me is that it hasn't gone away and it's been over six months.
Before that it was harder for me to deal with certain things that this, i can almost say comfort (like a constant feeling of being under the covers everyday all the time no matter where I am), has made easier for me. I personally feel like this is a bittersweet type of thing because I feel like I may have missed out on one of life's surprises. Not to mention I may be carrying a weight around that doesn't belong to me.
I woke up more disappointing than usual today and I'm I kind of angry about it.
Has somebody experienced this type of situation?
