- Jul 25, 2010
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- Baptist
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- Single
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- US-Republican
Over the last year or so, I've kind of lost my way, I was spiritual as always. But I lost my religious ways of reading the bible daily, going to church...and even coming on here I think was good for me. I've had a really tough year, and I know its time to re-dedicate myself to the Christian faith. Its the only way to find peace in this crazy world.
I was born with aortic coarctation, and It was found when I was 14-15 years old. It was fixed thankfully, but then at 20 I suffered an aortic anuerysm. That was also fixed which I am gracious for, both problems were fixed without major surgery too, so I am truley blessed. I've always been a person who worries, and who is anxious, ecspecially when it comes to health. Over the years I have had panic attacks occassionally, and I've been a hypochondriac since I was a teenager. This summer has been the worst though as far as anxiety and hypochondria. It was just a snowball effect of one thing led to another, and I just started to become someone who is always worrying or in a panic. I need to stop looking up symptoms online because it only makes things worse for me. My cardiologist and primary care doctor both say I'm fine and doing good. This is also the summer I found out my dad has prostate cancer, which even though I believe he'll be ok, is playing on subconsious.
I look forward to talking with you all again and reading your inspiring posts. Sorry for leaving, I think coming back will be comforting and helpful for me as a I try to find peace of mind.
I was born with aortic coarctation, and It was found when I was 14-15 years old. It was fixed thankfully, but then at 20 I suffered an aortic anuerysm. That was also fixed which I am gracious for, both problems were fixed without major surgery too, so I am truley blessed. I've always been a person who worries, and who is anxious, ecspecially when it comes to health. Over the years I have had panic attacks occassionally, and I've been a hypochondriac since I was a teenager. This summer has been the worst though as far as anxiety and hypochondria. It was just a snowball effect of one thing led to another, and I just started to become someone who is always worrying or in a panic. I need to stop looking up symptoms online because it only makes things worse for me. My cardiologist and primary care doctor both say I'm fine and doing good. This is also the summer I found out my dad has prostate cancer, which even though I believe he'll be ok, is playing on subconsious.
I look forward to talking with you all again and reading your inspiring posts. Sorry for leaving, I think coming back will be comforting and helpful for me as a I try to find peace of mind.
