I am a mom who is dealing with PTSD (I think) as a result of CSA. Over the past month, I have dealt with terrible anxiety, feelings of disassociating, and negative thinking. I have been and am currently in counseling for this and see a psychiatrist for help too. I just want to vent about how much this sucks, how much I just want to be a good mom to my son, how I want to be more healed and have less bad times since I have been working on this for 10+ years. It feels overwhelming to be a mom of a toddler, working, and dealing with these hard horrific feelings. Just looking for others who get this and understand.*-
