- Dec 24, 2018
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- Philippines
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- Faith
- Christian Seeker
- Marital Status
- Single
i need help i don't know how to detect his response i heard my aunt says that when she pray the she immediately witness the LORD's reply
as for me i have no idea maybe i have just forgotten maybe i've seen it a lot of times but i don't remember or maybe there's no response anymore because of my wicked ways i just keep on falling then back on my feet then falling over and over again and this temper of mine just a while now i raise my voice and argue with my sister which i haven't seen for years and also my mom i said that "i am not you why can't you understand" she said "that i can't continue on doing this" i even smack my face/head multiple times it seems that i really don't know what to do what's the point of living if i've been forsaken because my sins and what's the point of dying if either way i'm dead?
i don't even know what i'm living for i don't even know anymore what's love for other person is i also don't know what i'm waiting if i continue living but then i also can't die what if i just do whatever i want whatever is evil well i kind of did that just now but then i realized i'm stuck i can't move if i did whatever i want to then in the end i'm dead anyway if i follow christ what then why don't they just tell me what to do
i'm running in circles
as for me i have no idea maybe i have just forgotten maybe i've seen it a lot of times but i don't remember or maybe there's no response anymore because of my wicked ways i just keep on falling then back on my feet then falling over and over again and this temper of mine just a while now i raise my voice and argue with my sister which i haven't seen for years and also my mom i said that "i am not you why can't you understand" she said "that i can't continue on doing this" i even smack my face/head multiple times it seems that i really don't know what to do what's the point of living if i've been forsaken because my sins and what's the point of dying if either way i'm dead?
i don't even know what i'm living for i don't even know anymore what's love for other person is i also don't know what i'm waiting if i continue living but then i also can't die what if i just do whatever i want whatever is evil well i kind of did that just now but then i realized i'm stuck i can't move if i did whatever i want to then in the end i'm dead anyway if i follow christ what then why don't they just tell me what to do
i'm running in circles