Can't Stop

[jen_soccer13]

Right now I have been doing worse than ever. Everything for me lately is a huge trigger and I have been cutting like up to 10 times a day. I just can't even cope anymore. I am scared because it is getting worse. No matter what I have tried. I don't care at this point if I stop completely but the fact that it is getting worse fast ...is really starting to scare me. I dont' know what to do.

I haven't been on here much because well...a lot of stuff has gone on and I don't know if others hate me around here....long story.

Anyway...I dunno....not sure what else to say.

~Jennifer

 

[Soulwings]

*hugs*
Have you any idea why it's gotten worse? Has something changed recently in your life?
I don't know what you've tried, but I would suggest counseling. I'm in counseling now, and although it's not really helped loads with actually STOPPING cutting, it feels so good to feel as if someone actually cares in real life, and to have someone I can really just ... dump all my crap on.
People don't hate you here, sis. *hugs* I've read your journal before and it seems like you have loads of friends and support here. I might be wrong ... but ... I'm here. I know we don't know each other well, but please... my PM box is always there, and you can IM me anytime.
Hope things get better. I'll be praying for you. *more hugs*

 

[4childofgod]

Right now I have been doing worse than ever. Everything for me lately is a huge trigger and I have been cutting like up to 10 times a day. I just can't even cope anymore. I am scared because it is getting worse. No matter what I have tried. I don't care at this point if I stop completely but the fact that it is getting worse fast ...is really starting to scare me. I dont' know what to do.

I haven't been on here much because well...a lot of stuff has gone on and I don't know if others hate me around here....long story.

Anyway...I dunno....not sure what else to say.

~Jennifer

Wow bless your heart 10 times a day are you getting help sounds very dangerous and extreme! I'll be praying for you I understand. God bless you sister

 

[ChasingADream]

Right now I have been doing worse than ever. Everything for me lately is a huge trigger and I have been cutting like up to 10 times a day. I just can't even cope anymore. I am scared because it is getting worse. No matter what I have tried. I don't care at this point if I stop completely but the fact that it is getting worse fast ...is really starting to scare me. I dont' know what to do.

I haven't been on here much because well...a lot of stuff has gone on and I don't know if others hate me around here....long story.

Anyway...I dunno....not sure what else to say.

~Jennifer

Nobody will hate you in here. Everybody understands in their own way. Many of us are dealing with similar problems. Please don't feel ashamed or scared to post. We are here for each other.

 

[eastside9008]

the best thing you can do is pray. its what keeps me going. just open your heart to God and confess your sins. another good think is find someone, like a good friend that you know you can trust. open up to them and just confess your feelings and just talk. it helps more than most think. having someone to talk to who may understand what you are going through really helps. ill be praying and i know others will as well. God Bless

~Albin

 

[luv2bowl2008]

i'm praying for you... and if gets even worse.. i would consider talking to someone... i've never been that bad at it... but it helps to have some know whats going on and have someone to call... i'll be praying... love and God Bless kayla