Today I called to see if I got a job I applied for earlier this week and it turns out they did not choose me for the job. I am really really frustrated now! I really thought that job was the one I was supposed to get! I applied for two other jobs on campus and did not get them. The time is getting short because next semester will be here soon and my financial aid will not cover food. I know God will provide, but it's so hard to accept that I can't get a job! I have a bachelor's degree, but little experience. I feel like I can't even get really low paying jobs much less ones that will allow me to eat someday. Sometimes I feel like I should have just gone to seminary and gone and done missions. Maybe God is trying to tell me I should not be in school anymore. I just don't know. I know my parents won't let me starve, but I don't want to depend on them. I have done that for too long and they expect me to pay for things...they have already been paying on my car insurance lately which is so expensive!!! I feel like a loser! Why can't I get a job? Does anyone else have a hard time getting a job? I have read everything about searching for jobs and going on interviews and all...so I should be successful, but I"m not. Why???
