please pray for me. at 12 midnite, i will literally and figuratively bury away my future plans and wants with my ex girlfriend. i will try and put all that in God's hands and the day she uncovers it will be the day God gives all those things back to me. it also has my proposal in there so...as you can imagine, my heart feels like its jumping up and down my ribcage. i dont know if it will be years or if ever it will be uncovered, but i think it's a big step for me to take in order to fully trust in God's plans for me. Please pray that everything goes smoothly and that He will continue to give me to courage to live for Him and that in case someone may accidently find it, they will put it back. also, please pray for her too...all my posts here have been about this relationship. I truely felt that she was the one God wanted me to be with...but here's to the next so many years of Him either revealing a new plan or teaching me more about faith, hope and love. Thank you all so much...