You have such a positive and mature attitude toward all of this. I've recently been in a similar situation, and I can relate to everything you said about not wanting to make him feel guilty, giving him time to make up his mind, thinking he might be busy ... all these things show that you care about him, wish him well, and respect his feelings.
But you have feelings too! Please respect your own feelings as much as you're respecting his. You said "not even emailing back, calling, nothing for two weeks? It just does not sit well with me. Maybe I'm just being paranoid." You're not being paranoid at all - your gut is telling you something's wrong. And something IS wrong - this is not the way a man should treat his girlfriend, even if he IS busy! You have a right to expect better. Even good guys can take their girlfriends for granted on occasion, but if they're truly good guys, they'll want to treat you right - although sometimes "treating you right" means "releasing you for something better."
And you don't have to wait around for him to break up with you. That's exhausting and demoralizing. I think you'll feel better if you take some control of the situation. It sounds like you have his email address. You could write him a letter saying you enjoyed your time with him because of A, B, and C, but have noticed he hasn't attempted to contact you in 2 weeks. Tell him you want to be in a relationship that includes <insert the things you want in a relationship here. Do some soul-searching - what DO you really want? And as you do this, keep in mind that God valued you enough to die for you!> If you focus your letter objectively on what you want in a relationship instead of the ways he hasn't been "measuring up" it won't be accusatory, just honest and straightforward. End by saying that you're guessing from his recent (lack of) actions that he must NOT want this kind of relationship with you, so you're going to move on to find someone who does.
This puts the ball in his court. He'll know what you want from a relationship and can decide for himself if that's what he wants too. If so, great! If not - well, you've lost nothing except two more weeks wondering if he's ever going to call you again.
Bottom line: You deserve to be with a man who really treasures you and wants to be with you. Being single is far less lonely than being with a man who's lukewarm about you and takes you for granted. For one thing, you miss out on the better plan God has for you - and at worst, you start suppressing your own legitimate feelings and even starting to believe that the things your heart desires from a relationship are wrong.
My perspective is influenced by the fact that I recently got out of a situation where I'd been suppressing my gut - and once I got out, it was as if fog had lifted! The things you said were so familiar to me - I truly empathize for you in this situation. If you'd like to, you are welcome to message me privately through the forum. God's blessings to you!
