my name is gerry...27 years ago I becam a believer...as a typical bpd I completly submerged myself into being the best christain possible...because of my past and story I became very active in music ministry and sharing my testimony...in fact I becam a national spokeperson for the protection of children in canada...then eveything collapsed...I began the see the human side of the people I had looked up to and became very detatched...walked away from every relationship I had except my family...I moved out the the country and became a recluse for 8 years...became manic depressed and started the anti depressant nightmare...3 years ago I was diagnosed with bpd...made a lot of sense to me...today I desperately want to get out of my hole...the problem...I am bpd and hurt a lot of people...am very embarrassed and do not think I will be forgiven...in fact in 8 years I received one phone call from a Christian friend who wanted to meet but I became so full of anxiety that I declined...I was a very high profile Christian...was on national TV in Canada... and at this point don't know what to do...I have started praying again but do not know how to get out of my hole and enter the Christian world that I now fear so much
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hi gerry welcome.....perhaps its best to stay away from the limelight ....get heal ....before entering anything that will produce a terrible result....jesus loves you...ask him for a miracle.....he is the one to equip for the ministy ....your heart is in the right place but bpd hinders you.....some things take time ....dont stay away from good christian fellowship.....but know your limitations and accept until the lord changes your circumstances......seek professional help if unbareable....peace and prayer for you brother.....
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Hi and welcome to the forums. I am praying that you will not be afraid to get involved in the Christian church again and that you will realize God will forgive you for all of the things you did.
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Welcome 
Praying for your strength, hope, peace, joy, and healing
I hope your time here is blessed!
Praying for your strength, hope, peace, joy, and healing
I hope your time here is blessed!
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Hi there Gerry and a BIG WELCOME to CF!
Thanks for your biog - I pray that you will remain close to the Lords heart as you seek to rejoin the journey he has planned for you. Let the Lord back into your life, I did after many years of pain and take things day by day, he knows you completely, knows all your joys and your pain, let him in to walk with you.
I don't know if you have been on the BPD board yet but its here :-
Borderline Personality Disorder - Christian Forums
If you need any help, please don't hesitate to ask!
Many Blessings Lexie :0)
Thanks for your biog - I pray that you will remain close to the Lords heart as you seek to rejoin the journey he has planned for you. Let the Lord back into your life, I did after many years of pain and take things day by day, he knows you completely, knows all your joys and your pain, let him in to walk with you.
I don't know if you have been on the BPD board yet but its here :-
Borderline Personality Disorder - Christian Forums
If you need any help, please don't hesitate to ask!
Many Blessings Lexie :0)
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