Ok I have not dated for a year and 2 months.. I had very chance to but I made a commitment to spend a year just growing with God.. so I did I made it.. one whole year... now I think I am ready to date again... but its been so long.. it feels weird..
Well I met someone he makes me laugh all the time.. I am very attracted to guys who are silly and have a sense of humor.. hes way younger then me though... but Im very interested in him.. but I don't want to commit.. because Im young and I just got out of a long 3 year relationship before I fasted last year.. Im sure he doesnt want to comit either.. besides I like everything the way it is.. friends..
Then just a couple days ago there was a guy who came into my work.. who looked exactly like this guy who is so special to me
(who I have not seen in almost a year).. when I saw him... I thought it was him and nearly choked.. well.. he works with me now.. and today I came in on his time.. and he was there.. I found out he told on of the girls.. I work with that he wanted to talk to me.. so I was feeling pretty and shy.. I was so shy.. I didnt even look at him.. I acted wierd.. blushing.. and then ran out the door.. when I was off.. befre that I had given my girlfriend.. my phone number to give to him..
I dont even know his name.. lol.. but he was so cute..
Now I dont knwo what to say to him.. I hope he didnt take it like I was stuck up or anything..
I have never been really good at this whole boyfriend thing from the start.. I always use to get into a relationship or say I like someone.. and then run..
anyways.. my best friend said that it is ok.. to date more then one person.. as long as its just going out on dates.. yeah I guess Im ok with that...
I dont know maybe I just need to go with the flow..
any advice..
Well I met someone he makes me laugh all the time.. I am very attracted to guys who are silly and have a sense of humor.. hes way younger then me though... but Im very interested in him.. but I don't want to commit.. because Im young and I just got out of a long 3 year relationship before I fasted last year.. Im sure he doesnt want to comit either.. besides I like everything the way it is.. friends..
Then just a couple days ago there was a guy who came into my work.. who looked exactly like this guy who is so special to me
(who I have not seen in almost a year).. when I saw him... I thought it was him and nearly choked.. well.. he works with me now.. and today I came in on his time.. and he was there.. I found out he told on of the girls.. I work with that he wanted to talk to me.. so I was feeling pretty and shy.. I was so shy.. I didnt even look at him.. I acted wierd.. blushing.. and then ran out the door.. when I was off.. befre that I had given my girlfriend.. my phone number to give to him..
I dont even know his name.. lol.. but he was so cute..
Now I dont knwo what to say to him.. I hope he didnt take it like I was stuck up or anything..
I have never been really good at this whole boyfriend thing from the start.. I always use to get into a relationship or say I like someone.. and then run..
anyways.. my best friend said that it is ok.. to date more then one person.. as long as its just going out on dates.. yeah I guess Im ok with that...
I dont know maybe I just need to go with the flow..
any advice..
