- Aug 25, 2023
- 125
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- United Kingdom
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- Christian
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Hi everyone
Through recent mental health issues to several bouts of high anxiety and catastrophic thinking, my call to Jesus was suddenly upon me.
I am praying every day, asking for Jesus to imprint his teachings and practice in to my heart. I have lost all desire for earthly things and want to build a loving and caring relationship with him. Since my confessions of sin and a raw, emotional, request for forgiveness I have become very tearful at the slightest thought of his love and compassion. Jesus and God are consuming my every day and my every thought, I go to bed thinking and praying, I wake up thinking and praying, the reminder of our saviour is constant.
This is a feeling I’ve not encountered before, although I’ve always believed in the holy trinity, I’ve not had this overwhelming desire to follow the path of Christ, to love, to give, to care, to not judge, not gossip, to learn from the books of truth and to rejoice in sharing his name.
Im a little tired from the constant and relentless call to prayer, it’s in my whole head without distraction. I asked Jesus to send the Holy Spirit so I may speak without anger, jealousy or bitterness, to not judge others in this modern and unjust world, to caring and loving, kind and thoughtful for all people……and every time I go to speak, there is a very clear reminder for the good of my words.
I am determined to use this new meaning and way of life to serve God and Christ free of sin…….I know we are all sinners and will sin again but I am filled with the desire of spirtual perfection.
Can anyone relate to this paradigm shift, this sudden birth of newness that causes much exhaustion?
Im glad I’m here, I’m overwhelmed with the decision to start a new life, a change of habits, a change of outlook, perspective and to let go of material/earthly desires.
Much love to you all through our saviour Jesus Christ
David
Through recent mental health issues to several bouts of high anxiety and catastrophic thinking, my call to Jesus was suddenly upon me.
I am praying every day, asking for Jesus to imprint his teachings and practice in to my heart. I have lost all desire for earthly things and want to build a loving and caring relationship with him. Since my confessions of sin and a raw, emotional, request for forgiveness I have become very tearful at the slightest thought of his love and compassion. Jesus and God are consuming my every day and my every thought, I go to bed thinking and praying, I wake up thinking and praying, the reminder of our saviour is constant.
This is a feeling I’ve not encountered before, although I’ve always believed in the holy trinity, I’ve not had this overwhelming desire to follow the path of Christ, to love, to give, to care, to not judge, not gossip, to learn from the books of truth and to rejoice in sharing his name.
Im a little tired from the constant and relentless call to prayer, it’s in my whole head without distraction. I asked Jesus to send the Holy Spirit so I may speak without anger, jealousy or bitterness, to not judge others in this modern and unjust world, to caring and loving, kind and thoughtful for all people……and every time I go to speak, there is a very clear reminder for the good of my words.
I am determined to use this new meaning and way of life to serve God and Christ free of sin…….I know we are all sinners and will sin again but I am filled with the desire of spirtual perfection.
Can anyone relate to this paradigm shift, this sudden birth of newness that causes much exhaustion?
Im glad I’m here, I’m overwhelmed with the decision to start a new life, a change of habits, a change of outlook, perspective and to let go of material/earthly desires.
Much love to you all through our saviour Jesus Christ
David
