Bipolar & Christian Forums Doesn't Mix

[Biker Angel]

I am finding it harder each day to deal with all the little crap
on this CF forum. Being bipolar is hard enough as it is without
having to deal with Moderators who have no idea that I am bipolar.
For no apparent reason I am having some of my
posts deleted without any kind of notification afterward. I can't
talk with the staff cause when I go to the Chat With Staff thread
and try to post, I get a YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED IN THIS SECTION
type thing, so how in the heck am I supposed to tell anyone how I
feel.

I am not very social and don't talk much to people out there in
the real world, so it is even harder in this cyber world to communicate.
I never use cuss words or foul language or tell anyone off, but someone
keeps deleting some of my posts and no one will tell me why.
I have deleted my Biker For Christ avatar and my signature photos
and tried to put Self-Banned in where regular member now is, but
they have sabotaged it with a [wash my mouth] thingy.

I don't like it here anymore and I just want to leave and never come
back. I wish they would just make me banned and get it over with.
I hate being bipolar and trying to deal with people.................But
when I go, I take all my prayers with me. I will not pray for anyone
here ever again. The Mods nor Admin. won't tell me what is really
going on and just leave me to second guess it all myself...I hate that.
Anyway, now you here in the bipolar section know how I feel and the
stuff I have to deal with on this forum as a bipolar.

 

[Biker Angel]

Just incase I have to go and never come back, I leave this
to you fellow bipolar' as a gift. It is all I have in life to offer
and it is free to you all. I used to be a composer for piano,
below is a link to my original piano music. Enjoy.
My Piano Music Blog

Angel De Fuego
aka Biker For Christ.

 

[Soulwings]

Biker, I am so sorry to hear about how you have been treated... I am also bipolar and have never been treated in this way - maybe you have run into the wrong mods at the wrong times, I don't know. I don't really know what to say, except - you are a phenomenal pianist. I am listening to "Waltz from the Dark Side" right now and it is beautiful. E flat minor is a hard key in which to play (I, too, am a pianist but am not gifted enough to write my own music, despite having played for 15 years)... I admire your skill. Thank you so much for linking it to us.

I would ask you, though, to stay around, and maybe just take some time to get to know us here on the bipolar board. If you don't want to, that's okay, but maybe we can help you and support you more and in better ways than people on other boards here at CF, since we understand what it's like to be bipolar. Anyway, just a thought!!

 

[Brinmar]

Hang in there Biker, we're all bipolar here and all dealing with the same stuff. I hope you stay, but if you do leave - you'll be in my prayers.
Heidi

 

[Jeshu]

I am finding it harder each day to deal with all the little crap
on this CF forum. Being bipolar is hard enough as it is without
having to deal with Moderators who have no idea that I am bipolar.
For no apparent reason I am having some of my
posts deleted without any kind of notification afterward. I can't
talk with the staff cause when I go to the Chat With Staff thread
and try to post, I get a YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED IN THIS SECTION
type thing, so how in the heck am I supposed to tell anyone how I
feel.

I am not very social and don't talk much to people out there in
the real world, so it is even harder in this cyber world to communicate.
I never use cuss words or foul language or tell anyone off, but someone
keeps deleting some of my posts and no one will tell me why.
I have deleted my Biker For Christ avatar and my signature photos
and tried to put Self-Banned in where regular member now is, but
they have sabotaged it with a [wash my mouth] thingy.

I don't like it here anymore and I just want to leave and never come
back. I wish they would just make me banned and get it over with.
I hate being bipolar and trying to deal with people.................But
when I go, I take all my prayers with me. I will not pray for anyone
here ever again. The Mods nor Admin. won't tell me what is really
going on and just leave me to second guess it all myself...I hate that.
Anyway, now you here in the bipolar section know how I feel and the
stuff I have to deal with on this forum as a bipolar.

I know how you feel, they have done this to quiet a few of my posts to! The best is to forgive them and continue to seek out to love and support each other, for I'm sure that's what our Lord delights in.


All the best loving your enemies.

 

[annrobert]

lots of people here love you.Hope you keep coming back.

 

[dark struggle]

Im really sorry you feel that way, but I don't think anyone else here has any problems, and this is exactly were BiPolar people needs to be because you have the non judgemental Christian support that you/we need. We can be open for the most part about how we feel and help eachother out (through) our trials. Have you tried pming a mod? That is one way, and they will listen and respond. Some things are just not appropriate in some forums that are allowed here. I hope you stay and I hope this gets better and you are able to explain to them your concern.

 

[Biker Angel]

Im really sorry you feel that way, but I don't think anyone else here has any problems, and this is exactly were BiPolar people needs to be because you have the non judgemental Christian support that you/we need. We can be open for the most part about how we feel and help eachother out (through) our trials. Have you tried pming a mod? That is one way, and they will listen and respond. Some things are just not appropriate in some forums that are allowed here. I hope you stay and I hope this gets better and you are able to explain to them your concern.

I now know the problem and will take my punishment as the good
Biker For Christ that I am..........RULES RULES RULES

 

[BlondieLashes]

Glad you got it worked out!!!

 

[Biker Angel]

Glad you got it worked out!!!

Yeah! I just got word from headquarters that I was given a warning
this time, but next time it's off with my head.

Thanks everyone for hearing me out and understanding.

 

[Soulwings]

I'm also glad that you got it worked out and will stick around. God bless.

 

[Brinmar]

Biker - you make me laugh! A BIG thank you for that!! (having a rough time at work)
Heidi

 

[NesterJones]

Don't stress so much about bans and the such. I'm pretty sure that I'm borderline as is or will be by this time tomorrow. I've been banned here before for poking fun at the fanatics that tend to dwell in forums. More so against the religious ones it seems. I try to share knowledge and have a decent discussion but I get talked down to a lot on here and feel as though those with religion tend to think higher of themselves. I'm not sure what else to tell you. I often wonder between wanting to discuss and share to wanting nothing more to smash people with a shovel for their arrogance and close mindedness.

 

[Brinmar]

NesterJones - I too am guilty of pestering the "holier than thou" group. I have a bunch of 'em on facebook and several around town and even one in church. I like to challenge thier "theories" and, I always win. I read my bible - I don't think most of them do - or they would "win" one once in a while.

 

[Jeshu]

NesterJones - I too am guilty of pestering the "holier than thou" group. I have a bunch of 'em on facebook and several around town and even one in church. I like to challenge thier "theories" and, I always win. I read my bible - I don't think most of them do - or they would "win" one once in a while.

Yes I fully agree, good religion is looking after the needed and the sick and lonely, not looking down on those others who are often in reality better than themselves.

I'm a faith man myself.

 

[Biker Angel]

Don't stress so much about bans and the such. I'm pretty sure that I'm borderline as is or will be by this time tomorrow. I've been banned here before for poking fun at the fanatics that tend to dwell in forums. More so against the religious ones it seems. I try to share knowledge and have a decent discussion but I get talked down to a lot on here and feel as though those with religion tend to think higher of themselves. I'm not sure what else to tell you. I often wonder between wanting to discuss and share to wanting nothing more to smash people with a shovel for their arrogance and close mindedness.

I have been banned from lots of forums in the past, but I
am trying to get at least 300 posts here before that happens.
300 would be a post/world record for me LOL

Hope you stick around for a while you sound cool!

 

[myanchor]

Hey, BfC don't worry about it. I got warned over in marriage forum. I occasionally come here 'cause you guys are breath of fresh air. I hang out mostly in the Survivors, Depression and Marriage forum.

I like to poke holes in the oh I'm so Holy look at me crowd too. Sheepdog and BlessEwe are good peoples from what I've seen. Some mods take themselves too seriously in my opinion. Just like most Deacons. Which is why when I've been asked to deacon I say naw, I wouldn't be willing to take on the amount of work that a deacon is supposed to da and instead would be a dork like most deacons are.

 

[BlessEwe]

Hi Biker for Christ,

Cool name you have! I saw your user name the day you came on the forum.
Sorry you had some trouble here, and we do hope you stick around. I used to go into the politics area and get into trouble there.. lol... but now I choose to stick in the areas that keep me calm.. I see all of you bonding in this area of the forum, and it is great to see. We all need each other, and through Christ we all have a common brotherhood/sisterhood. You are just learning the rules ( and well rules protect the members here) sometimes we may be wrong because we are human) so I am glad things got worked out. If you have any questions please PM the MODs here and we are happy to help you anytime.

God Bless

 

[myanchor]

See what did I tell you about blessewe, she's pretty cool for an old gal. Snicker.

 

[BlessEwe]

See what did I tell you about blessewe, she's pretty cool for an old gal. Snicker.

What Haaaa...LOL.. Ok well this old gal has young teens still.. So I guess they keep me hopping...Not ready for a old folks home yet anyway..lol

Hey maybe I"ll get a Harley..maybe a tattoo..

Thanks for the compliment myanchor!