Up until Trump came along I would've counted myself as a lifelong conservative, although I've never actually voted. I'm not a fan of politics in general. I've never liked Pelosi, or AOC, or a fair number of seemingly self-righteous Democrats, but the same holds true for Republicans.
One thing that you're right about is my concern about how the midterms are looking to turn out, because I'm worried that once again the pollsters are getting it totally wrong. That they're underestimating how the decision on Roe v. Wade is influencing voters. What I'm worried about is that with all this talk about how bad it's looking for the Democrats that they'll actually come out the winners on election night. Because if that happens then the outrage and violence among election deniers may well threaten our very democracy.
It's a sad state of affairs when I may have to go to sleep on election night worried about the very existence of our country, not because of what the Republicans will do if they win, but what their followers will do if they don't.
That very fact should frighten you, what will happen if the Republicans lose? And are those the people that you actually want to be supporting?