anyone else get bothered by stuff with ranks?

[Cracklin Rose]

because of my depression, anxiety and problems with society i always end up being the odd man out in every social situation, whether its an online forum or a video game or real life job or any other social function.

and i really hate things with ranks like martial arts, when i was in the military and every job. people always think i am dumb because i am not white and i am timid in social interactions but i am easily one of the smartest people there and i my merits never go recognized. and im always given everything lowest on the totem pole.

even in mmo games, i was one of the most prominent members in my guild for 2 years and i still have the rank of recruit, which is the same rank given to people who join day 1, and 2 guys who joined couple months ago are already officers.

i try not to worry too much though because deep down i know what i really am and everyone who treated me bad in this life will be slaves of mine in the afterlife.

 

[2ndCovanent]

Your problem with ranks sounds like it could have something to do with jealousy judging by the fact that other people rise up quicker and it bothers you. It could be due to the fact that you just want everyone only to assume the rank that's best for them/the group also. But at that point the only thing to remember are the words of Jesus.

Whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first must be your slave

 

[Cracklin Rose]

Your problem with ranks sounds like it could have something to do with jealousy judging by the fact that other people rise up quicker and it bothers you. It could be due to the fact that you just want everyone only to assume the rank that's best for them/the group also. But at that point the only thing to remember are the words of Jesus.

Thanks

 

[Souldier]

I take all my burdens to the Lord in prayer and i wait on God. Its not always easy, and it took me a long time to learn how to do this, but that's the advice i would give to everyone. There are many things in this life that cause us grief, the Lord cares though and he wants us to cast all our burdens on him and learn to live in His strength.

 

[Chococat]

I don't know anything about Martial Arts or online gaming but I can relate to your constantly feeling left out as I have that problem myself. Even people who are supposed to be my friends leave me out sometimes and then get all upset at me when I get upset with them *smh*. Sorry I can't give you any proper advice only to say I understand and you are not alone *HUGS*

 

[Krissy Cakes]

I'm praying for you.