pray that one day Jesus will help me make it out of this nightmare, Jesus is fed up with me, I used up all his patience, Don't ask why, its too much to explain. I'm a lost cause, I literally cannot take it anymore, everythings too hard and im weak. im inches away from just laying in bed all day-everyday without hope. not even worth saving.
I've failed every single time, tried again, and failed again, thus being a lost cause, Its a fact, im not saying it out of exaggeration or depression, I ruin all his work in me by habit.
I'm sick of writing these prayer requests, all they do is get Jesus to waste more help on me.
if your on good page with Jesus and are secured, cherish it like your already in heaven... you have it really good even if it doesn't feel like it. I envy you. I look at you guys like you're being raptured right infront of me in the sky ready for everlasting peace & love, while I'm left behind watching with a sinking heart. I'm just another one of the pigs as spoken of in the bible.
I've failed every single time, tried again, and failed again, thus being a lost cause, Its a fact, im not saying it out of exaggeration or depression, I ruin all his work in me by habit.
I'm sick of writing these prayer requests, all they do is get Jesus to waste more help on me.
if your on good page with Jesus and are secured, cherish it like your already in heaven... you have it really good even if it doesn't feel like it. I envy you. I look at you guys like you're being raptured right infront of me in the sky ready for everlasting peace & love, while I'm left behind watching with a sinking heart. I'm just another one of the pigs as spoken of in the bible.