Anorexia and life

[Inperfected]

Can everyone be praying for me as I again just try to get on the right track to recovery from anorexia. Everything about it has hit hard in the past few days, and I am now back to point of "needing to recover". I was badly anorexic a few years back, and wouldn't trechnically be classed as one now, but I know the signs are there that i am getting that way again.

Thanks

 

[modelchick]

I know exactly how u feel... i was anorexic a few years back also and finaly recoverd but this past year has been really tough on me with having b/f problems to losing my grandfather who i was so close to and stress from school so i have been anorexic on and off this past year. I think im really starting to think straight now so I will definately pray for you.I know what a terrible experience it is.
lots of love!!!!!!!

 

[Inperfected]

Mmmm... I used to think it was something you could completely recover from. I today am not sure of that. I feel lost within myself, knowing it's wrong to think like this, but doing it anyhow. I'm just praying that I will get back on track and hopefully find some free help in our town cos i really need it, and have no money in sight to get it.

 

[svl3p]

Maybe you should try talking to your SO about this...He may be able to keep you accountable in how much you eat, and it might help to be able to talk through what you're feeling...Earlier this year I developed anorexic/bulimic tendencies, though never got far enough to be considered anorexic. I know it's a struggle....*safe hugs* and lots of prayers..

 

[Inperfected]

At this point it is a not a matter of talking to him, because I keep him entirely aware of how I am going with it, accountability doesn't really work, because it' my thoughts at this point that suck, not my eating habits.

 

[modelchick]

I think anybody could know what you are going through and try to get u to eat but i don't know if this happened to you but my family kinda became my enemy bcuz of how much they would try to get me to eat. So you're right.....you need to get professional help bcuz anorexia is basicaly all in your mind. like when you look in the mirror and c that you are fat when your actually not so u want to eat even less bcuz your mind played tricks on you. I think thats y both me and you didn't fully recover because we might have fixed our eating habits but we never completely fixed the way we think. Well thats y for me anywayz but anorexia is all in the mind and if it goes long enough then it becomes way to natural to completely change. well....i don't know....those are just my thoughts and my experiences. lots of luv!!!!