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Am I living in a dream

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I am starting to ponder and question the supposed supernatural abilities I received from the yellow cross making me the Antichrist I belived that hell opened up but now I wonder if that was just a dream there has been no rapture or Antichrist to appear since turning the supposed position down. I beginning to believe it is just my imagination this Mark of the Beast stuff.

The rapture happens first anyway I believe that the yellow light was not blaspheme of the Holy Spirit How neat! So I am not the falsereal prophet or Antichrist from the yellow cross. It wasnt blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. It was a hallucination not real I believe.

I am just a normal 24 year old who likes videogames and screenwriting suffering from scitzphrenia,ocd,pandas, autism not a holy spirit blasphemer.

I didnt end the world bowing to the yellow cross it was not real it was a hallucination it was a dream in the shower the physch doctor says the same thing family friends and church as well.

I need to move on and distract myself knowing I am fine with Jesus and go on with life. I didnt turn into an evil world leader bowing to the yellow light the voice was fun and I want to go to Hockey game and watch the Sharks and looking forward to Man Camp in September. the food is great and the worship and messages are great. I don't have the Beast it is impossible I hear for a Christian to have the mark of the beast.

I can relax again knowing it is a hallucination and not real that I am safe with Jesus Christ despite the yellow light cross I am okay the rapture is not imminent because I bowed to the yellow cross light.

Thanks for praying and keep praying that it will sink in that it is just scitzphrenia and I am okay with Jesus despite the yellow cross
 
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