I don't want to go into much detail on my private life. I need some verses to read to help me through and fin my way. I live in a broken marriage. I am an addict and have been using opiates to deal with my problems. Days I don't have opiates I use benzos and am very bitter towards the world. Wife says kIds don't come to me for anything because I do not do anything for them. I do not work or anything. I get overwhelmed so quick that I always quit my job and end up using again. I am stuck in this marriage. I am very young and had kids way to early. I don't know what I'm doing, all I know is that I am failing. I keep my use hidden from the kids. I try to use fitness to stay off the drugs, but I always quit working out because of them. I feel lazy now because I don't do anything except use drugs and study on the computer.Sorry just didn't know where else to go. I come to you for help. Any help welcome.. Pm if you'd like as well. Thanks.