I think I need a 12 step program to help me overcome my addiction to men who are no good for me. Officially I'm no longer "family" to my addict since we're not dating anymore and I'm doubting if a friendship is even possible.
He goes to three meetings a week usually and has tons of friends from meetings. This was a bizarre revelation to me to feel a bit of jealousy because of all of the good friends and support he has as a result of these meetings and their shared journey. I wonder if I'm alone in this-feeling a bit jealous of the support and friendships that their loved one developed through meetings?
And he could've been good for me if he had not changed his mind about wanting marriage, but still wanting me around without a commitment which just hurts too much.
He goes to three meetings a week usually and has tons of friends from meetings. This was a bizarre revelation to me to feel a bit of jealousy because of all of the good friends and support he has as a result of these meetings and their shared journey. I wonder if I'm alone in this-feeling a bit jealous of the support and friendships that their loved one developed through meetings?
And he could've been good for me if he had not changed his mind about wanting marriage, but still wanting me around without a commitment which just hurts too much.
