Abuse and Kevin

[Bluerose31]

I was suffering today thinking of how I was abused by one of my torturers Kevin. He was a young man who was in his 30s or 40s and he was slender and Spanish. He was very cruel to me. He raped me and called me evil over and over. He told me that I was different from my family. He told me I was not a pure soul. It hurt my heart. It caused me to feel pain in my heart. I thought about it today and the Lord told me to meditate on his mother, Mother Mary. I prayed to her in my heart and she told me that she loves me very much and that I am precious to her. She told me that she understood my pain. She told me that Kevin was very cruel and unusual evil. She told me that Kevin was hateful and that he was not a normal person. Mary told me that Kevin was evil and that his heart was evil. Mary told me that Kevin was hateful of women. Mary told me that Kevin did not like softness and did not like compassion. Mary told me that Kevin was very cruel and that he was hateful of goodness. Mary told me that she protected me from Kevin and that she would heal me of the wounds Kevin caused me.

 

[“Paisios”]

I was suffering today thinking of how I was abused by one of my torturers Kevin. He was a young man who was in his 30s or 40s and he was slender and Spanish. He was very cruel to me. He raped me and called me evil over and over. He told me that I was different from my family. He told me I was not a pure soul. It hurt my heart. It caused me to feel pain in my heart. I thought about it today and the Lord told me to meditate on his mother, Mother Mary. I prayed to her in my heart and she told me that she loves me very much and that I am precious to her. She told me that she understood my pain. She told me that Kevin was very cruel and unusual evil. She told me that Kevin was hateful and that he was not a normal person. Mary told me that Kevin was evil and that his heart was evil. Mary told me that Kevin was hateful of women. Mary told me that Kevin did not like softness and did not like compassion. Mary told me that Kevin was very cruel and that he was hateful of goodness. Mary told me that she protected me from Kevin and that she would heal me of the wounds Kevin caused me.

Continued prayers for you, Luinilote.

"Huorë hirina ná úsenwa nómessen."

 

[BobRyan]

I was suffering today thinking of how I was abused by one of my torturers Kevin. He was a young man who was in his 30s or 40s and he was slender and Spanish. He was very cruel to me. He raped me and called me evil over and over. He told me that I was different from my family. He told me I was not a pure soul. It hurt my heart. It caused me to feel pain in my heart. I thought about it today and the Lord told me to meditate on his mother, Mother Mary. I prayed to her in my heart and she told me that she loves me very much and that I am precious to her. She told me that she understood my pain. She told me that Kevin was very cruel and unusual evil. She told me that Kevin was hateful and that he was not a normal person. Mary told me that Kevin was evil and that his heart was evil. Mary told me that Kevin was hateful of women. Mary told me that Kevin did not like softness and did not like compassion. Mary told me that Kevin was very cruel and that he was hateful of goodness. Mary told me that she protected me from Kevin and that she would heal me of the wounds Kevin caused me.

Jesus is your friend, your Saviour , your God. Pray to Jesus. Pray to God. God so loved you - that He would give up His Son to die for you. He chose to send His Son to earth -- to die for your sins to give you eternal life. Jesus will come soon and destroy the wicked - and take His children to heaven. Meditate on Jesus -- accept no substitutes.

Here is a free online book - on the life of Christ detailing the love of God for you in the gift of His Son.
Online Books - The Desire of Ages

You are correct that Satan hates all of God's children and that Kevin was speaking the words of Satan - his father. We all have sinful natures and God wants us to turn from that sort of speaking and thinking - and instead embrace Jesus, embrace His ever present Holy Spirit - the third person of the Godhead. He is with you - He wants to be in your heart. The servants of Satan do not know such peace and joy. But you can.

 

[joshua 1 9]

Mary told me that she protected me from Kevin and that she would heal me of the wounds Kevin caused me.

Sounds like the healing has already begun. Sometimes healing can be gradual over time. As we continue to pray and draw close to God.

I went to a seminar that Francis MacNutt and his wife Judith had around 30 years ago and his teaching has really stuck with me all of these years. He teaches in every area we have been hurt, God has power and healing for us. His wife has a wonderful ministry also and she has some videos on YouTube.

 

[Bluerose31]

Continued prayers for you, Luinilote.

"Huorë hirina ná úsenwa nómessen."

Thank you so much Shoetoyou
Please tell me what you have written in Elven

 

[Bluerose31]

Jesus is your friend, your Saviour , your God. Pray to Jesus. Pray to God. God so loved you - that He would give up His Son to die for you. He chose to send His Son to earth -- to die for your sins to give you eternal life. Jesus will come soon and destroy the wicked - and take His children to heaven. Meditate on Jesus -- accept no substitutes.

Here is a free online book - on the life of Christ detailing the love of God for you in the gift of His Son.
Online Books - The Desire of Ages

You are correct that Satan hates all of God's children and that Kevin was speaking the words of Satan - his father. We all have sinful natures and God wants us to turn from that sort of speaking and thinking - and instead embrace Jesus, embrace His ever present Holy Spirit - the third person of the Godhead. He is with you - He wants to be in your heart. The servants of Satan do not know such peace and joy. But you can.

Thank you so much for your beautiful words Blessings

 

[Bluerose31]

Sounds like the healing has already begun. Sometimes healing can be gradual over time. As we continue to pray and draw close to God.

I went to a seminar that Francis MacNutt and his wife Judith had around 30 years ago and his teaching has really stuck with me all of these years. He teaches in every area we have been hurt, God has power and healing for us. His wife has a wonderful ministry also and she has some videos on YouTube.

Thank you for these beautiful videos and for your encouragement.

 

[“Paisios”]

Thank you so much Shoetoyou
Please tell me what you have written in Elven

“Courage is found in unlikely places” ... from JRR Tolkien’s The Lord of the Rings (translated into Elvish by some unknown to me Internet user)

 

[Bluerose31]

“Courage is found in unlikely places” ... from JRR Tolkien’s The Lord of the Rings (translated into Elvish by some unknown to me Internet user)

Beautiful! Thank you for sharing that with me!

 

[pam4him]

I'm glad you've found some comfort. It sounds like Kevin has some relationship issues. Fortunately, we have free will to decide if we believe what we know about ourselves or let others sway us. You are not evil, and did not deserve what Kevin did to you. I'm sorry he treated you that way. Take care of yourself and seek help if needed to continue moving past this. Prayers for peace, comfort, and healing.