I been saved for over 12 years. I am in my thirties. I was in a abusive marriage. Then he left me. If it wasn't for my parents and Jesus I would be on the streets right now. I thank God for them. I been wondering if my husband could have been saved due to his behavior, lack of commitment, and violence towards me. I feel so alone. He really hurt me by leaving. I thought we could work it out but he sees no point to that. He emptied my savings and took all I had. So I guess the reason he doesn't want to get conseling is the fact that he can't get anything else he wants from me. The other day I saw his profile on aol and it said single and other stuff. He is still a married manand this has been so painful for me. Please pray for me that I stay strong during this time.