As of lately, Christ has been working on me as a TRUE MAN. Speaking in the flesh, my wife and I had to get into an altercation and legal matters to where we're now seperated. Speaking spiritually, I believe 100% that God has pulled me to the side and asked me 'are you done trying to do my job.' I have ran and ran from my faith for years, thinking 'oh im grown now & have it all figured out.' W-R-O-N-G!
In the begining, I was studying and praying to simply get my family back. However, recently, God has softened my heart and my aim has been redirected to be pleasing in Gods eyes, then that I may be a man for myself, and in turn the TRUE MAN for my wife and daughter. Last night i was finishing up Ephesians and HOW AMAZING IS GOD IN DEALING WITH ME?
Ephesians Chapter 4
http://www.blueletterbible.org/kjv/Eph/Eph004.html#top
plz take the time to read this. its only 32 verses.
This touched me a great deal to where I talked to my 16 year old step brother about it last night and gave myself to him as a witness of what he doesnt have to go through if hes obedient to Christ. I thank God daily that I see a difference in myself and hes allowing me to learn early so i dont continue to destroy myself nor my family.
In the begining, I was studying and praying to simply get my family back. However, recently, God has softened my heart and my aim has been redirected to be pleasing in Gods eyes, then that I may be a man for myself, and in turn the TRUE MAN for my wife and daughter. Last night i was finishing up Ephesians and HOW AMAZING IS GOD IN DEALING WITH ME?
Ephesians Chapter 4
http://www.blueletterbible.org/kjv/Eph/Eph004.html#top
plz take the time to read this. its only 32 verses.
This touched me a great deal to where I talked to my 16 year old step brother about it last night and gave myself to him as a witness of what he doesnt have to go through if hes obedient to Christ. I thank God daily that I see a difference in myself and hes allowing me to learn early so i dont continue to destroy myself nor my family.