My husband came over after work last night, the second day in a row to see my son.We began to talk, first about money and how he thinks I am wasting it, how I can't manage a dollar.(My car is in the shop needing 600.00 worth of repairs and I had to have a rental.) I reminded him that he has all of his money in his pocket every week and doesn't pay for a place to live.I asked him to pray for us, our family, encouraged him to read his bible. He says I haven't made time, I need to make time to read it.I told him I have been on my face before God asking him how to be the wife I need to be. I told him God can heal us. We both started to cry. He told me that he wants a companion. He brought up all the things that made him leave, he keeps focusing on the house and its organization, "I left because of him (meaning our son) not wanting him to hear the arguing etc.
The day before when he came our three year old was clinging to him and trying to pull him back into the house and telling him no, come on back. He said it tore him up to see that.
We hugged and I asked him to think about things, there seemed to be a softening of his heart at that moment.As he was leaving he said he will call me tomorrow. A small breakthrough, I continue to pray for a softening of his heart, ministering angels to surround him, that God would bring Godly men to him, that he would get back into the Word.
I will continue to stand in the Gap for us, our marriage. I feel so broken, wounded and lonely at times. Many times in the last few months I have felt like giving up.Only God can sustain me, no man, not a husband, I know I need to look to him for all that I need.
And I mean Good news. 
