I'll try to be to the point, I find myself having no ambition or enthusiasm toward anything in life. I feel completely detached from the Christian community and what they stand for, not only that but I've lost faith in God. Every sign seems to point to God either being aloof to our existence and suffering, a sadist who takes pleasure in our suffering and enslavement to His Will or straight up doesn't exist.
However at the same time I hate atheists with equally as much passion. They're self-righteous and destructive, offering nothing but empty humanism yet are willing to destroy people's faiths purely out of a sense of being of superior intellect to theists. Quite honestly I frequently wish death on all of them far more often than I do on Christians.
Life is meaningless and I feel like I'm in a void that I made for myself to protect me from all this human stupidity that surrounds me. I feel no beliefs are worth being passionate about but that leaves me living life like an empty husk.
However at the same time I hate atheists with equally as much passion. They're self-righteous and destructive, offering nothing but empty humanism yet are willing to destroy people's faiths purely out of a sense of being of superior intellect to theists. Quite honestly I frequently wish death on all of them far more often than I do on Christians.
Life is meaningless and I feel like I'm in a void that I made for myself to protect me from all this human stupidity that surrounds me. I feel no beliefs are worth being passionate about but that leaves me living life like an empty husk.
