Lately, i have been thinking about this women. I kept something from her because I was afraid it will emotionally disturb her. I had this overwhelming feeling when i told her that it is important to pray for Christ to protect your loved ones, that she misunderstood me as she had a distance relationship with me. That i don't understand her. Then i told her the truth, why i told her to pray for her loved ones as I was getting this overwhelming feeling, something bad is going to happen to them. I confessed how it happened to people I knew closely and i had the same overwhelming feeling. When i did that, I felt something. I felt sad. I felt like crying. I felt hurt. When i thought about her. This happened before, right when my dear friend suffered from a mental illness causing him to take his own life, when i had no knowledge that he was suffering and he had taken his life. The suffering was real.
The following night, I felt someone was watching over me. I felt a presence. I looked outside the window several times for no reason. Then in my sleep, I felt a presence in my room. I screamed my family thought i was crazy and had psychological issues after i told them i felt someones presence right by me. Then my whole family saw an old women on our driveway staring at our house. This never happened to me before. As i watched the old women, i felt she was staring at my window. She was fixated at my window for a long time. After the cops were called, who took her away, because she was mentally ill. I wondered where did that women come from. How is it that i was so concerned outside the window, that i felt someones presence without seeing the women outside. I remembered about the women who I revealed something, i kept to myself. I felt overwhelming sadness. I cried for no reason. I did the same thing, when i thought about my friend, who committed suicide at that very moment. Is something going to happen to that women, I thought. I messaged her on facebook. I told her a prayer to help her sorrows and prayed for her family. I didn't call her as i lost touch with her long time ago and i didnt have her number. After i did that, I never felt sad or cried when i thought about her. I had this overwhelming feeling she was okay.
The following night, I felt someone was watching over me. I felt a presence. I looked outside the window several times for no reason. Then in my sleep, I felt a presence in my room. I screamed my family thought i was crazy and had psychological issues after i told them i felt someones presence right by me. Then my whole family saw an old women on our driveway staring at our house. This never happened to me before. As i watched the old women, i felt she was staring at my window. She was fixated at my window for a long time. After the cops were called, who took her away, because she was mentally ill. I wondered where did that women come from. How is it that i was so concerned outside the window, that i felt someones presence without seeing the women outside. I remembered about the women who I revealed something, i kept to myself. I felt overwhelming sadness. I cried for no reason. I did the same thing, when i thought about my friend, who committed suicide at that very moment. Is something going to happen to that women, I thought. I messaged her on facebook. I told her a prayer to help her sorrows and prayed for her family. I didn't call her as i lost touch with her long time ago and i didnt have her number. After i did that, I never felt sad or cried when i thought about her. I had this overwhelming feeling she was okay.
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