A little bit about me

[broken_angel]

Hey, i thought i would introduce myself.
I am angel. i am 16 years old from New Zealand.

i have been struggeling with bulimia for awhile, but until recently i always felt i had control. when i broke up with my boyfriend, i felt like i lost control, and went from throwing up when i felt like i needed to (usually after every meal) to throwing up a LOT, i cant eat anything without throwing it up anymore, and i dont have to make myself throw up, it comes up anyway. i am gettnig scared and i dont have anyone to talk to about it. im kinda just looking for another angel to come and put their arm around me and show me how to get better.

the only problem being...there are times that i dont want to stop...

 

[trinitygrace]

broken_angel,

Hi and welcome to CF!
I can only imagine how discouraged and broken you truly feel right now after the breakup of you and your boyfriend. I am so sorry you are going through such a rough time. Believe me I know what you are going through. Me and my fiance' broke up for six months and during that time, I felt like I almost died!
What you are going through, you need people to help you out. Do you have a counselor who helps girls with eating disorders? If not, I definitely recommend you get one ASAP! Does you parents know about this? If not, you need to tell them and not be ashamed. A breakup is a traumatizing experience. We all get our hearts broken at one point or another and it's about the worst pain you'll ever feel besides losing a child. But, please, dear angel, get yourself some support with this problem. Others can and will help you. I will be praying for you, as I'm sure others reading this will also. But for your emotional and physical and mental well-being, reach out to others. I know they won't let you down. Jesus especially. Please keep me updated and pm me anytime if you need to talk.

In His Love,
Trinity

 

[bloodrose18]

hey Broken-Angel!
I am so sorry that you are struggling with the breakup of your boyfriend. I hope that you find peace in that situation. About your eating disorder I would say to go find a counselor that you can tell this too, to help you with your problem. This must be very scary for you...and I am really very sorry. Also make sure that your parents know what is going on, if they don't already, and I am sure that they will be able to help you find the best care for your problem. I will be praying for you, that you find help, and will stop. If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me. Take Care!
God Bless
Robin