a lil prayer please.

[goth4God]

I am what I like to call myslef an ex-cutter becuase I never want to do it again. I even have a cross tattoo on my left wrist where I used to cut, to remind me that Jesus bled for my sins so I dont have to(when I used to cut i would draw a cross there to help me.) I dont know how long it has been since I cut last cuz i found it hinders me when I keep track.

anyway, lately I have been getting depressed and thinking about cutting again and its just kinda hard. all the people that I told a while back about my cutting are now gone from my life and I dont feel like my family would understand and I dont want them to freak out and I dont want to burden them.

so I would really appreciate it if you could say a prayer for me. even a quick one. it would really help.
thanks

 

[RuthD]

I am praying for your continued abstinence. Best wishes to you.

 

[Criada]

Hang in there sweetie... I know how tempting it can be, but it really, really isn't worth it.
Once you start again, it is so hard to stop, and you don't want to get sucked back into that.
I can understand not wanting to tell your family, but is there someone you can talk to? A friend, youth worker, pastor... it does help so much to be able to talk, to call someone when you feel like cutting...

There is also a list here of things you can do to distract yourself - some of them may help.

Thinking of you, sweetie. You can get through five minutes, that's not too hard.. and it's all you ever have to do.. make it through the next 5 minutes.
If you need someone to talk to , PM me any time.

 

[explodingboy]

Can't exactly offer anything in prayers, but if you need a friend to talk too my pm box is always open.
I know how hard it can be too open up to friends and family when your stuck in a rut.

 

[dreamchildattucus]

I will be praying for you, It's hard sometimes but you can do it!

 

[Mayflower1]

I am praying for you goth.