You know my schizophrenic friends, I always wanted to be healed, but have lost all desire for that now.
After our Heavenly Brother took me to see our Heavenly Father, I have lost all desire to be different than He has Created me.
I now believe that to be Schizophrenic is more design rather than illness - a bit like being down syndrome for example. I know we are supposed to be like we are and that acceptance of this fundamental truth is the first step to renewed sanity.
Please don't think I mean our suffering, which I know is horrendous at times, however other factors, especially social and religious input often cause such to explode in our lives. And careful monitoring and the medicating our symptoms can give us much more control over our episodes than otherwise.
Or at least this is how it appears for me.
For our Heavenly Father and Brother forgave me for hating myself and despising myself for my abilities as well as inabilities. He forgave me for committing years of spiritual/psychological suicide and gave me my own sense of self back and love for myself, even as the raging mad person I can become.
When I laid in prostrate ecstacy on the ground before our Heavenly Father I died to all unlovingness towards God, myself and others and found that acceptance and the right placing of all our inner realities works the best - for that is what our Heavenly Father and Brother did.
I still get times were hallucinations, voices, depression, mania and rage rule my reality, however I understand that this is how it is supposed to be, for otherwise it wouldn't be happening.
Indeed I find that just being able to accept my difference and continue to give myself grace - even if Satan accuses my up the hilt with my so called sins and shortcomings - I can survive and give God thanks and stay in charge.

So do I believe in faith healing - absolutely - the day we can say - I love myself regardless off - the miracle has happened.

to all.
Gerry