loneliniess

I am unsure if I Believe in god and one thing I’ve always wanted is to have an experience seeing/hearing/feeling god how can I connect with god. I’m also extremely lonely and would like to speak with god and hear him answer instead of just praying to him and getting nothing in return to

I am age 84, a believer in Christ and am facing all kinds of challenges. Abuse of the elderly is common. Two doctors maimed my feet 5 years ago and I can hardly stand or walk. Left lung always feels pain. Pastor of my UCC Church visited once FOUR YEARS AGO and has not called or visited...