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  1. jen_soccer13

    Homosexuality

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    Can't hang on much longer.....

    I am seriously considering taking my life and I don't want to and I don't know what to do. The longer I keep thinking about it the stronger I feel I should. I mean I feel like the world would be better off without me. I don't know many that would even be hurt by it. I just..I don't want to...
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    doing really badly

    I dont' usually ever post anything about myself anymore....but I am a complete loss right now. I am in so much pain and can barely take it. I have been having medical problems and they can't find out what is wrong. Because of this I just feel so....overwhelmed like I want to give up...again...
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    Can't Stop

    Right now I have been doing worse than ever. Everything for me lately is a huge trigger and I have been cutting like up to 10 times a day. I just can't even cope anymore. I am scared because it is getting worse. No matter what I have tried. I don't care at this point if I stop completely but...
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    Getting worse

    I haven't posted here in a long time cuz I feel like a bother...not sure why I am posting now. Anyway, I have now been home from college for a week. Home is a bad place and when I am here I cut a lot more than normal. I have been going deep. Last night I cut pretty deep....I couldn't get...
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    I am sooo confused...

    When I am talking to others I can see that I have a problem. But when I am alone I feel like maybe I am just making a big deal out of nothing and that I am fine. I don't know why I feel this way. Sometimes I feel like I am in control and other times I feel like I am soo out of control and...
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    I am hopeless

    I just feel so hopeless right now. I am to the point of having so much going on that I can't concentrate on my classes now. That is never a good thing. I have tried to stop cutting..but then it gets replaced with other things. I just feel like I have no hope of ever getting better. My...
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    Out of Control!!!!

    I am soo out of control right now. I have tried to just put it off as diet and exercise, but I know it isn't. I dont' know what to do anymore. Lately I have been not eating for days on end and just drinking a ton of water and diet pop to fill me up. I was going to the gym for like 5...
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    Can't barely deal anymore!

    I am a wreck. I can't deal with this much longer. I keep having flashbacks and cutting when I dont' even know what I am doing. I am in such emotional pain and my heart in so much pain. I am alone soooo much and just feel the darkness around me. I dont' know what to do anymore other than to...
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    Is there really hope?

    I am just wondering if there is really hope of never SI-ing again. I mean is it gonna end ..or is it something I just have to learn to control that will never really go away. I have lost hope of ever stopping it. Things just keep getting worse all the time....and I am afraid that I will end...
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    Homosexuality

    What do you do if you are having sexual thoughts for a person of the same sex? Is it wrong..or do we not know for sure?
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    Wicca

    I am just wondering what everyone thinks about Wicca....is it really that bad? Wiccans don't cast spells to hurt others. I used to be into it for about 6 years. It just wasn't for me...but now i feel alone without it...and am thinking of going back. I was just curiouse to know all your...
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    Help!!!!

    :help: I have a serious problem with cutting myself. I don't know who to go to about it though. I have seen many counselors but they all say that it is all for attention. They are wrong. When I cut the physical pain makes me forget about all the emotional pain I have. I have been doing this for...
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    Help!!!!

    I have a serious problem with cutting myself. I don't know who to go to about it though. I have seen many counselors but they all say that it is all for attention. They are wrong. When I cut the physical pain makes me forget about all the emotional pain I have. I have been doing this for 6 years...