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    Runescape!

    hey I just came across your post, I‘ve been playing runescape several years and I also got evangelized and saved trough it, few years back(funny story), I quitted afterwards due to not having time. recently I started playing again and started also worrying whether it is okay to play this game as...
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    Doubt and hurt

    I am not sure I can, since OCD attacks what we most value/like? It could also just be me rebelling against God and hold onto what I like? But I think I recognize the same „voice“ like in several other OCD forms before in my life.. Maybe I just like certain things too much? Maybe I am idolizing...
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    Need help and advice with OCD and Salvation Doubts

    Yes you're right! I am trying to focus on the healing of my heart. Since I believe that God put me in a stressful position with my GF to realize what my problem in the last few years even was. Before her I used to just do what my fears /ocd demanded, now that feelings are included I couldn't...
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    Need help and advice with OCD and Salvation Doubts

    Thanks for the input, yes I'd be happy to have more resources. Also I am wondering that If Real sin and real guilt is hindering a person from its relationship to God (if not repented) Wouldn't this apply for ''false sin and false guilt'' aswell? If my anxiety or false lens of God makes me think...
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    Doubt and hurt

    Hey sorry for the late reply. I grew up in a christian home, so not sure when or if I ever really gave my heart to Jesus, its hard to tell. But about 2-3 year ago after a broken relationship I realized Gods help and rescue in it and my relationship to Jesus grew stronger and more intimate. Also...
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    Doubt and hurt

    I would like to reply too since I am facing a similar situation.. I don't know if its due to OCD or just Anxiety and terrible fear.. After having issues with false guilt (I don't know ho to discern between real and false guilt, since both feel the same) Now I doubt my salvation, because I keep...
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    Need help and advice with OCD and Salvation Doubts

    Yes true, but does this mean sex = marriage? Meaning that if I have sex with a Girl or Girlfriend it means I got married to her? Because this would implicate that breaking up with a Person one has had sex with = Divorce? Recently a lot of fears including being a lukewarm christian has flooded my...
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    Need help and advice with OCD and Salvation Doubts

    Thank you, I think its a combination of feeling unworthy (I can't really love myself either) - having a false picture of god, in which I can't accept the fact that he is proud of happy for having me, like I can't understand why he would enjoy seeing me happy. And being doubtful with everything...
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    Need help and advice with OCD and Salvation Doubts

    Thanks again, appreciate it. In the past I suffered also from Scrupulosity and believing that everything I do is sin, and If I wanted to be saved by Jesus I would have to give up those things as a requirement. This distanced myself from God, since I believed he is not loving or forgiving.. Also...
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    This channel might be a blessing to you all on your recovery...

    I have several forms aswell, when I was younger I've had health anxiety for many years.. thanks to God I have overcome it. Yes his videos helped me in realizing what is even going on, since I never had Relationship OCD (similar to Scrupolosity and linked to it I believe) before. I got one of...
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    This channel might be a blessing to you all on your recovery...

    Yeah, have been watching him for quite some time. Adresses a lot of OCD types.. May I ask, what kind of OCD you have?
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    Need help and advice with OCD and Salvation Doubts

    Thanks for the guide, will definitely look into it I haven't diagnosed yet officially, but I will be going to a christian psychologist in 2 weeks, so that I can talk about the spiritual side of the things aswell. But since I struggled with a lot of OCD types in the past I assumed it (I never had...
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    Need help and advice with OCD and Salvation Doubts

    Thanks :) I am really trying and focusing on receiving Gods true love, since I believe the lack of love and affection in my childhood is one of the reasons that my OCD can even take place.. I want to do Gods will in my life, since I know that's healthy and good for me, but every time I got to...
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    Need help and advice with OCD and Salvation Doubts

    No unfortunately not yet.. I tried 5-thp, Inositol, Curcumin, L-Tryptophan, Niacin other Kinds of Vitamin B..can't tell if it really helped. But yes soon I'll start going to a christian psychologist.
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    Need help and advice with OCD and Salvation Doubts

    Dear All After years of having a long track record of several forms of OCD (Car, Germs, Illnesses, being unclean spiritually and lots more) now I suffer from Relationship OCD which is getting worse and worse. I am certain that all of this has to do with deep wounds in my heart, caused by how I...
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    Can be deleted, thank you so much :) I got delivered from this