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  1. IridescentLight

    This is harder than I thought

    THats fine. I should have clarified lol
  2. IridescentLight

    This is harder than I thought

    I should probably clarify that I'm a guy.
  3. IridescentLight

    This is harder than I thought

    Please pray for me. Trying to keep myself from falling into temptation to get a boyfriend (as I'm same-sex attracted) and to stay celibate is harder than I ever thought it would be, especially in college. Especially since I feel like I'm going against my very nature with this. It's made me...
  4. IridescentLight

    LGBT- what scriptures do you have?

    This^^ I struggle with homosexuality and I've came to the same conclusion, i.e. I have these attractions, but I can't act on it. Most of the verses have been given here I think so I can't really add anything in that regard, but I felt the need to put in my two cents.
  5. IridescentLight

    Hi guys I'm gay

    Thanks for the prayers. I don't know why, but I don't think I pray enough or read my bible enough, both of which I starting to do more of every day. It's funny you mentioned a counselor, sometimes I feel like I need one. I get extreme feelings of sadness and loneliness sometimes, maybe often...
  6. IridescentLight

    Hi guys I'm gay

    I'm fortunate to have been going to a bible-based church for all my life and I do have some friends. Actually, all of my friends go there too. I'd like to tell people about this but I'm scared of how they'd react and if it would make people try and stop me from hanging out with my friends...
  7. IridescentLight

    Kick up the spirit! Post Powerful Contemporary Christian Tunes!

    Thanks. I haven't heard that song in a while.
  8. IridescentLight

    Kick up the spirit! Post Powerful Contemporary Christian Tunes!

    Do you guys and girls know of any songs to listen to when you're lonely? I can't seem to find any and I feel like I'm alone a lot.
  9. IridescentLight

    Kick up the spirit! Post Powerful Contemporary Christian Tunes!

    Yes they do. Hope is something I can lose sometimes when dealing with the temptations that I have. I'm encouraged that, even if I falter or fail sometimes, that Jesus's blood makes me free.
  10. IridescentLight

    Kick up the spirit! Post Powerful Contemporary Christian Tunes!

    I like both The Struggle and I Have This Hope by Tenth Avenue North. I pretty much listen to Christian music exclusively. K-Love and two local stations.
  11. IridescentLight

    Favorite Contemporary Songs?

    Oops...I didn't know that they existed or I would have posted there...
  12. IridescentLight

    Favorite Contemporary Songs?

    What are some of your favorite CCM songs right now? I have 2 right now: The Struggle and I Have This Hope, both by Tenth Avenue North.
  13. IridescentLight

    Struggling with homosexuality

    I'm 18 and I'm struggling with it too. I suppress my feelings too, which I think makes it worse sometimes. I've finally told my brother about it and my mom and best friend knows, but I feel like no one understands what I'm going through. This struggle to not act on my feelings is hard. It's...
  14. IridescentLight

    Hi guys I'm gay

    Thanks, it's nice to know I'm not alone.
  15. IridescentLight

    I feel alone and

    This isn't a dumb question. Yeah I like guys. Though, I don't have a lot of friends either. Because I find males attractive. I have a post in the Recovery forum if you wanna talk more. I don't wish to commandeer Jennifer's post.
  16. IridescentLight

    Atlantis has been found

    As a person who likes archeology, I find this interesting.
  17. IridescentLight

    Christian that struggles with fetishes and same sex attaction.

    I don't think that stopping your bible reading and praying would help very much. I am one of those people that have homosexual tendencies and fight them. The struggle is hard and daily, it doesn't let up. When I feel like it's hopeless to resist, which is more often then I'd like to admit, I...
  18. IridescentLight

    Hi guys I'm gay

    I hope and pray so. Thank you. The thing is, I'm not open about it in real life, I feel like I should be, but I'm afraid of rejection. I believe that God allows me to go through this stuff to have a testimony and to give him glory when I'm weak. I know that there are other people in the same...
  19. IridescentLight

    Looking at guys...

    What should I do when I look at guys on TV and around college that I find...attractive? It makes me feel so lonely that I might not be able to have a significant other and I'd be destined to being alone all my life. It feels like my soul itself hurts. I long for companionship, even though I...