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  1. lilnicciebaby

    Happy Birthday to me

    Happy Birthday to me I am 33 today And how I made it this far It has to be God What a rollercoaster it has been The ups and the downs The love and loss The meeting new friends And the passing of old friends And the loss of friendships along the way I wish I could go back and change...
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    The art of saying good-bye

    After what was said After what was done After all that I have to end the relationship After all the secrets shared After all the trust built up I just cannot trust anymore I still care, I really do However, it hurts too much Maybe in time you will understand When you see a...
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    Understand

    It is time for her to move on it is time for her to let go she needs to move on she needs to let go she hopes that you will understand this is not the end please understand she just cannot be here anymore she just cannot take this anymore she just cannot be herself anymore she needs a change...
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    Just my thoughts

    At times like these we as Christians need to come together for the common good but the enemy has us spending all our time bickering. If we cannot get along with each other, then how can we get along with non-believers? I am so tired of this black and white or rich and poor crap. God is the...
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    The Elusive Dream

    Dreaming of you with no face And hoping someone will fill the space All I ever wanted was to not be alone And now I am finding myself alone I admit I am lonely but not too lonely I do not just want someone to fill the space You seem so far away But I dream of you anyway Who are...
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    Liberated by God

    She smiles through many tears Inside she hides many fears inside she feels the pain inside she is broken inside her heart is cracked From childhood on she has been a punching bag she has been a sex object she has been a put down how can you expect her to trust ever again Will her heart...
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    Anguish and Light

    The pain cuts deep like a knife the hurt stings like a bee the heart wants to hill the heart wants to mend the room is spinning all around there are ups and downs it is a roller-coaster nothing is ever stable nothing is ever easy it really all about sex or can he really care about her I really...
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    My way of letting go

    This aint easy to say because of who you are And I know there will be backlash But I gotta say this now Or I will lose the nerve I am done so done So over so over You have hurt me for the last time Now I can forgive But I will never forget All the hurt you put me...
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    Finding the right man....

    I am lonely. I want to date but alas I find no one. I have a daughter so that makes it hard to date. I go to a big Church but alas no single men around my age. I do not drink or smoke so the bar is out of the question, and who finds a good man there anyway. I would love to find a good christian...
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    I am at peace with myself

    I do not have angelic words to sing. I do not have poetic words to write. All I want to do is to praise you Lord Jesus. All that matters is the here and now. The past is just that and not worth dwelling on. I am free from all that pain, hurt, depression, etc. Though the scars are real and deep...
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    My daughter

    My daughter is so beautiful. I love every good thing about her. She is smart, cute, polite at times, even good most of the time. I just love her to pieces. She is the best part of me. I thank God everyday for her.
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    Mental health problems...continued

    I see my pastor on Wednesday, I hope something good comes out of it....I just cannot take these episodes anymore. I might go in the ER if they keep coming back....
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    Mental health problems...

    I have these episodes where I am lifted out of my body and the room is spinning. I am not dizzy or anything. In addition, things are moving fast and slow at the same time and I cannot keep up. I have had it off and on all my life and not sure where it comes from. Does anyone else have these kind...
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    The blessed day blog