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  1. Shai14

    hey everyone can I get some help

    really all of you thank you. with such strong and helpful people with you out there im ok with suffering. as long as people like you all are representing him i can take solace in that
  2. Shai14

    hey everyone can I get some help

    really i just want the cycle to end. like already im feeling better but i know thats wrong. because ive done this before so many times. i feel better then im right back where i started again and again and again. and honestly i would give anything to be one of those who read his word and gain...
  3. Shai14

    hey everyone can I get some help

    Really just knowing someone cares and is going through the same helps. But honestly i may just be a lost cause.
  4. Shai14

    hey everyone can I get some help

    thank you I have taken the time to try and differ between them. I wont give up in fact I'll probably go to sleep and forget all about it. I just wanted this to end because I dont know how much more my mind can take of my questions being unanswered. My heart aching with sorrow. And my spirit...
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    hey everyone can I get some help

    Thanks I hope you find your way. Im sure you will become strong. But me I wish not hearing his voice wasnt tearing me up everyday and night. Im so happy to know a good person like you though exist. Maybe ill just have to accept my place and nothing more. You on the other hand are destined for...
  6. Shai14

    hey everyone can I get some help

    I just wanna be happy truly
  7. Shai14

    hey everyone can I get some help

    As im typing this its 2 am and I cant sleep. For the first night in months I am tortured by my own self worth. For a long time now I haven't seen the value in my life. All I can think about is that this body would be better suited to another soul. One that could do great things for god. Dont...
  8. Shai14

    Christian relationship advice

    She moved around a lot military family me i was raised in Tennessee and florida
  9. Shai14

    Christian relationship advice

    Thanks I'll give a shot
  10. Shai14

    Christian relationship advice

    And your right i don't deserve anything physically from her but it just wears my heart down being the only going out there way to make the other happy I always feel bad think in knowing I'm supposed to cherish woman no matter if I do receive affection physically or emotionally back
  11. Shai14

    Christian relationship advice

    in fact she's going to do the same kind of depression I'm going through so I understand her outlook but no matter what I do it just feels like I'm at a roadblock and she's the only one who can unblock it
  12. Shai14

    Christian relationship advice

    Thanks it's just hard ynow what you just is how i was raised i always believe women are our gifts from God so we must cherish them it's just i never feel any affection coming from her also we have talked about what we're comfortable with and she said it stems from here own self esteem witch I'm...
  13. Shai14

    Christian relationship advice

    Hey my names shai im 18 years old and I'm looking for some advice I have a girlfriend and we have been dating for 5 months and we haven't had our first kiss or anything I know respect gods gifts and wait but because of that it's getting tougher to stay with her I mean I try to be the best...
  14. Shai14

    My name is shai 18 years old and lost

    Hey its me again I havent posted on the forums since I upset the singles only page I was on 16 and your supposed to be 18 I wish I could have apoligized to those I upset. But today ive come asking for help yet again. In this new year I wanted to become a christian others can look to. I wanted to...
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    My worst enemy is my mind

    Hey I'm shai and I could use some help I'm only 17 years old but for the last 4 to 5 years I've struggled with envy and lust envy I don't understand why I live a good life I have a nice family and good friends but yet whenever I see someone else whose smart or has girlfriend I feel lower than...
  16. Shai14

    Hey all please read and help if u can

    Hey I'm shai recently my uncle died we don't know how yet but I want to be able to help my mom and my grandmother through this if I could get some help that be great
  17. Shai14

    Why Do I Even Try

    I'm sorry for complaining about life when others have it worse I just wonder why I try sometimes I try my best and get no where I constantly make mistakes I don't know when to be prideful or humble when I have pride in myself everything goes wrong and when I'm humble I'm never happy nor do I...
  18. Shai14

    Love you are hard to find

    how do you delete threads any body I didn't mean to offend anyone I hope the best for yall and you all are right I understand
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    Love you are hard to find

    how do you delete theards
  20. Shai14

    Love you are hard to find

    sorry guys ill delete this thread my b sorry again god bless