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I don't know what the point is :( All the pain, all the cruelty from others. I don't even have the energy to write more.

So what do I do about the haters and blamers, who hate and blame me because of their own twisted thoughts. People who try to harm me and paint me black, make me the scapegoat. They are scary, sick and evil. How can I love them?

Hi everyone, I'm sorry I've been gone for so long. I've missed you all. I don't have a good reason for being away for so long... things are much worse now. I've had to stop taking medication for depression due to side effects. I need your prayers.. With love, Pink kitty

My former friend who was like a mom to me told me that I was too needy and a whole lot of other negative stuff. I feel like I should crawl into a deep hole and disappear so that I don't bother anyone. It feels like nearly every time I open my mouth I sin. It hurts being me. :( And I hate being...

I need to find a counselor to talk to about my depression and anxiety. I had a bad experience with a former counselor and would appreciate prayers that I find someone I can trust and that I can afford to pay for. Most private counselors are out of reach for me financially at this time..... One...

Please pray for my dear friend who is in hospital having had surgery. I miss her so much! Please pray for her complete recovery.

Long ago, I learnt these "rules"... and other "rules". Don't rely on anyone... you're a bother and you'll be let down anyway. You'll be abandoned. (which you deserve.) Don't talk. It's hard for me to trust, hard for me to reach out. These "rules" and "lessons" have been reinforced by...

I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I try to support people who are my "friends" but they often don't bother writing back. I feel like I'm invisible. When I send them a thoughtful message, I get NOTHING back. Am I really so boring, worthless, inadequate and evil, like the abusers said...

I ...... just was having a low self esteem moment. :confused:............

I have anxiety and PTSD issues.... I've been feeling pain and depression partly linked to people judging me...... and rejecting me. I've done some research on NPD...(I seem to have been a magnet at times) I put walls up and isolate from almost everyone. Recently I've got to know a...

.... when you're really really hurting and your "best" female friend has shown that she doesn't understand you at all ... (sorry I decided to edit out some details)

"We thought we could change this world with words like love and freedom. We were part of the lonely crowd beside the sad cafe".. The Eagles This says it better than I could. My words feel insignificant, small and not worth caring about. I guess I feel those things too... Sad day. No real...

Please pray that my friend (J) will find Jesus and will be saved. Thanks so much!

Thanks for any replies!

A few days ago I wrote to someone who I thought was a good friend and she didn't reply. I suppose she might be away. But I wonder if there is some other reason. Sigh. This is a Christian friend who had been very supportive of me, which makes it hurt more. I'd distanced myself from her a bit and...

I'm a bit nervous about posting... anyway, hello. I think that Satan has held us in a poverty mind set for too long - especially those of us who deal with depression and/or low self esteem. So, I was wondering - Today, what are you doing or planning to do to : a) Glorify God. I'm reading...

Hello, I just wanted to say I'm new and feel a bit lost and overwhelmed. I've been a Christian for about a year and am hoping to get to know some maybe more "mature" fellow Christians who can help me grow. This seems like a good non judgemental place? pink kitty