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I haven't posted on here for a long, long time so most of you probably won't remember me. I'd like to say all the non-posting has been cos I no longer get bothered by OCD but unfortunately that's not the case though I haven't been at my worst. However my main issue still intrudes into my life...

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Hi all...hope people are having a peaceful day OCD wise. Last night during the night it came to me as if it was being told me in my mind that I was a worthless rebrobate. I'm not even sure what a rebrobate is but I think it's someone who's willfully sinned and won't repent. I daren't dismiss...

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Hi, haven't been around much lately...hope you're all having as good a day as possible. The title pretty much sums it up really...I'm confused! Just had a therapy session and it wrapped up with him saying something like he can see a lot of anger in me and that I have obsessional thinking but...

The title sums it up really...I have thought something and it's like...OH NO!!!! OK, it goes something like this...if my ROCD is not ROCD and is in fact reality and my scrupulosity is not scrupulosity but is in fact reality and if repentance means to change ones mind then I need to change my...

I could use a little help re. therapy...just wondered what you're thoughts were cos my anxiety just keeps kicking in about it. I don't know if I'm ignoring God's prompting cos I'm afraid of the consequences or if I'm being overly worried. The thing is if I take the golden rule of if it's...

I just wanted to say a huge sorry to all who've written on my rep page and not received a reply or thank you from me - I never knew it existed until KayKay enlightened me today! Thank you to everyone who's written nice stuff there...it was nice to read through...and sorry if you thought I was...

Hey all...hope you are all doing at least a bit better today. Went for a therapy session yesterday and one of the things that came up is that as a child it seems I was prolly stopped from saying how I felt about stuff that was going on - some of that was prolly out of a sense of wanting to...

Just wondering if anyone else gets any compulsions they feel make no sense and yet somehow cause and relieve anxiety. Some of mine are so stupid it's embarrassing to be too explicit but I find I have to touch things in a certain way...say my toe inside my boot or my tongue against my teeth...I...

Even writing the title makes me feel afraid of God's reaction but as I sit here I just feel it's impossible for me to ever be able to trust God's mercy, love, patience and tolerence in respect to me and even with regard to others which is why I find it hard to really encourage people on...

Hi everyone...I just wanted to say hello as I haven't been able to be around much recently. I also wanted to say I'm sorry if it looks like I only pop by for help but then don't bother to reciprocate. I really value all you guys have done for me...you prolly have no idea how much you have done...

Hey all...haven't been around much...hope you guys are doing well. Been signed off my consultant psychiatrists books which I'm sad about. He has been good and I've been seeing him since about 2006 I think. I'm so thankful that I have my psychotherapist who I'm seeing privately but for free...

Hi, most of you here seem to be from the USA so may not understand the system in Britain but basically I have been off sick for many years due to ME. When I got married I kept one benefit as it is not means tested but my Income Support with a disability Premium was taken away as they regarded my...

Hi...I've put a question mark after the title of this thread cos I don't find it easy to be confident that God is showing me something or trying to encourage me. But I was in church this morning and happened to read these verses...apologies JayAngel it is the good news version I'm afraid...

Hi guys...hope you're doing OK. I know mostly when I post it's often cos of my relationship...I hesitate to say ROCD (relationship OCD) cos I feel uneasy putting it down to OCD when I fear so much it's reality. But I think I prolly have what is know as scrupulosity as well. I got so bad that I...

This is my third attempt at a post...I think I must keep pressing the wrong button cos I keep going off to another page and then losing what I've written...maybe God doesn't want me to post? I'm sorry to be posting yet again...I just feel like I'm sliding down again and don't know what to do...

Hi...I'm anxious just writing this cos it's one of those 'if it isn't just OCD then I'll have to do something difficult' situations. Now I'm anxious cos having said that maybe it may stop people speaking the truth...but here goes anyway... basically I've been seeing a psychotherapist since...

Hey all...hope you're doing OK. Just wondered if anyone had any ideas on the whole being afraid of God issue? This one is not my main obsession but it is certainly a deep seated and long term problem that makes everything else harder to deal with when it comes to anxiety and depression. I...

Hey all...hope people are doing well. Sorry if all this sounds moany but I guess I just need to rant. Feeling pretty fed up along with anxiety as well. Just had an appointment with my psychotherapist today and I just feel like I'm so screwed up there's no hope. I'm scared of God which is not a...