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Everytime I hear my friends' stories about their vacations/birthday celebrations/family outings and see their happy photos. I just feel so forsaken and forgotten by God and by this world. I have lots of vacation leave, but no trips to plan...I have so much free time after work, but no one to...

Hi everyone. It's been a long while since I came to this website. Today is Day 160... I thought I was getting better until I went on a trip to Taipei last week. This trip was to have taken place last Oct and it was meant to be our 5th wedding anniversary trip but it never happened cos my husband...

I am going back to work tomorrow after 2 months of no-pay leave, first to take care of my husband, then to take a rest after the funeral. I am feeling very apprehensive... and tired; I would have been in this job for 10 years in July 07. This is my first job and first posting since graduation...

I am trying to pack my husband's things now; my aim is to set aside a shelf in our study room to showcase his favourite things and items that belong to our shared memories. But this process hurts so much... when I saw all his items and realise again that he is never going to use or touch them...

When my husband passed away, I thought that I wanted to be alone to grief... away from prodding eyes, "concerned friends" who say the wrong thing, people who do not understand my pain. However, I have come to realise that I need people. Everyday, I have been going out with whichever friend who...

I know that this is wrong but I have not been able to pray or read the bible since my husband passed away 15 days ago. When he was diagnosed with stomach cancer 3 months ago, I cried out to God, plead with him, begged him... both alone, with my husband, with friends, in church, at home, at...