I sorta have something to relate to your problem. My Mom and Dad got a divorce and I always blaimed my Dad for what he did. I always use to tell myself, it's his fault, he didn't even give her a chance. But, later on, I realized, that it wasn't. Dear Lizzi, talk to your grandma, or even...
Oops, forgot to intro myself, lol!!! :D I went there a just last week. I didn't like it there, wasn't very much happening. So I went here. :) I like it here waaaaaaay better. ;)
I think it's really cool, but unfortunatly, I haven't got the blessings for buying anything. You think maybe you could make all of them cheaper. Like, make the most expencive, 10,000, down to maybe 2500. Nobody that I've seen has 10,000 blessings.