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  1. oneandlonely

    Recovery Buddie project

    If you would like we could make you one, We have a UK partner :)
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    Recovery Buddie project

    Hey gals *waves* I know i've been very MIA. I've missed you all. I want to tell you about a project I've started tho. This past spring i was hospitalized for my ED. While I was in treatment one of the things that brightend my day was getting mail. I actually ordered things off Amazon so...
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    The Coffee Shop (7)

    Well Todd was busy today so I didn't get to talk to him directly, but he relayed a message through Sara (therapist) that my parents are not coming to family day :(. I'm hurt. she said that Todd is trying to set up another meeting for the # of us, Sara and I included this time since they won't...
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    The Coffee Shop (7)

    Hey ladies. I'm sorry I've been very MIA. Right now its all I can do to go to outpatient and class. everything else becomes quickly to much. Could you guys pray for something tho. My parents have a meeting tonight with the Family therapist at Selah (were I go for treatment) and I'm worried...
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    The Coffee Shop (7)

    How is everyone today? sorry I haven't been around much
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    The Coffee Shop (7)

    /me comes in and sits by the warm fire. Could I get a raspberry tea?
  7. oneandlonely

    Getting my parents support.

    I’m… I don’t know. IOP has been rough to put it lightly. I knew it would be, don’t get me wrong. but… I’m just so FRUSTRATED with myself. **possible triggers lay ahead. this...
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    Getting my parents support.

    wow I'm behind on reading this thread. the thing is, my family *isn't* supportive. But I am in IOP. and... its rough. to say the least :(
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    The Coffee Shop (6)

    hey ladies, I'm sorry I've not been around. I've not been feeling well. I could use your prayers today. I'm going in for a eating disorder assessment today. I'm sooo scared. my school is requiring that I do it to see that I'm medically stable enough to stay in school. I'm so scared I might...
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    The Coffee Shop (6)

    This is a hard question to answer because eating disorders are a very complex issue. How does one become this way? there are so many things that factor in, and it is different for every person, so I can't really answer that. I will say that eating disorders are an illness, not a choice. one...
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    The Coffee Shop (6)

    I'm so upset with myself right now. I've had a really bad few days. haven't been eating at all. what is the point? then I got my grades back today. I've failed two of my classes. my GPA has dropped down below the college's required GPA. I feel so dumb and I'm so upset with myself. I don't...
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    Getting my parents support.

    Things with me have been.. rough. To say the least. I'm sorry this might be long. My therapist, Jennie, is worried about my health. She thinks that it is time we start more intensive treatment. I just want to be free of this disorder. I want things to get better. i want to get better. But...
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    The Coffee Shop (6)

    My counselor and I met yesterday. She wants me to start intensive outpatient treatment in Jan. She told me yesterday that it's either I do this now or I will have to be in residental by spring. and at least this way I would be able to stay in school. I'm really really scared. she is calling my...
  14. oneandlonely

    The Coffee Shop (6)

    Hey Girlies, I'm sorry I've been slacking on posting. there is a lot going on right now and I'm not doing so well. :(
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    pelvic pain

    i get that too Nienor. I just associate it with body memories. I get that among other things like certain smells or tastes. *shrug*
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    The Coffee Shop (6)

    *:hug: back* baby steps are the only way to go. :hug:
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    The Coffee Shop (6)

    ... I don't want to talk about it.
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    The Coffee Shop (6)

    I just had to share some good news after the bad ER trip and all I went and got lunch Tuesday... in the dining hall... ON MY OWN! and I managed to go last night with a friend :) For me at least, that is huge! the dining hall to me is soooo scary. but I did it on my own. the only bad thing...
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    Hi went to doctors and need support

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    The Coffee Shop (6)

    :cry: I've had the worst day.