- Jul 27, 2016
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I read in the moment CHASING THE DRAGON by Jackie Pullinger, and I am fascinated by this story. She describes how people talk in tongues, which I can't.
How can we hear the 'voice' of God when we have to take anti-psychotic tablets? I hear something very seldom, or I get a sudden thought out of the blue,
but not often. Being a Christian is nice to feel close to God, but because we are on anti-psychotic meds, this is not so possible.
I was once off the meds for 4 weeks and I could clearly hear him say something. Since I don't want to miss out. With Apipriole 15mg, I take and anti-depressant 20mg, my life and feelings are peaceful. Where, my symptoms without them, is that I get the flu and a strong depression.
I used to go to classical ballet classes as a child and was very good. But since I have taken the tablet, I can't dance anymore. Same with singing. I used to take Risperidon, and I could not sing, now with the Apipriole it is better. And I talk less, especially since I have the antidepressant. I worry sometimes that it becomes worse.
Is weird, that with these anti-psychotics I wish to stop them, it happens not with the other medicine I have to take.
How can we hear the 'voice' of God when we have to take anti-psychotic tablets? I hear something very seldom, or I get a sudden thought out of the blue,
but not often. Being a Christian is nice to feel close to God, but because we are on anti-psychotic meds, this is not so possible.
I was once off the meds for 4 weeks and I could clearly hear him say something. Since I don't want to miss out. With Apipriole 15mg, I take and anti-depressant 20mg, my life and feelings are peaceful. Where, my symptoms without them, is that I get the flu and a strong depression.
I used to go to classical ballet classes as a child and was very good. But since I have taken the tablet, I can't dance anymore. Same with singing. I used to take Risperidon, and I could not sing, now with the Apipriole it is better. And I talk less, especially since I have the antidepressant. I worry sometimes that it becomes worse.
Is weird, that with these anti-psychotics I wish to stop them, it happens not with the other medicine I have to take.
