- Jan 3, 2025
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This is a bit of a confession along with just asking for advice. I struggle with lust and it's felt easier as of late to give in to it. Even though I know I'll only feel regret and shame afterwards. But I keep coming back to it because I just love it. It brings me good feelings. I have fantasies that idk if they could be lived out in a Christian marriage but I still desire and hope they can. I know that the pleasures are only good for a season but man they just seem so easy to give into. It shouldn't I guess be surprising either cause when i start to dwell on these thoughts and give in it just feels good. The issue is like I said when I give in after dwelling on it i feel shame and guilt afterwards. I'm not going to lie and say I dont enjoy this sin in the moment because I do. It's only afterward that my view changes. I've looked to see if there was a pill I could take just to kill my sexual desires or do something more extreme. Does anyone else feel this way with there sin? I know that this is referring to my sexual sin but I also have struggles with non sexual sins too like i'm sure everyone else does and could see areas in my life where my love for sin goes beyond sins that are sexual.
