I've been in pain for months and lost my previous life where I could walk properly. I just want one more chance at life. I'm meeting with a surgeon next week and I need God to give him the wisdom to cure me. I've been in so much pain since December of last year with no end in sight. It's my right foot.. one toe giving me problems.
I went from being happy and very active, to 10 pounds lighter, hopeless, and nearly couch-bound.. at just age 27 facing the fact that my life has probably ended. My mom already buried her own child. I don't want her to lose me too.
I want to play kickball with my friends again. I've been away from this religion for 15 years and this is what brought me back: this injury. I made a mistake by turning my back on God and I'm sorry. I'm suffering, and I don't want to break my mom's heart with my suffering. God is the physician, I need Him. I want Him to also work with my surgeon. Teamwork. This is the realest thing I have ever written. I mean all of this with my own heart.
I went from being happy and very active, to 10 pounds lighter, hopeless, and nearly couch-bound.. at just age 27 facing the fact that my life has probably ended. My mom already buried her own child. I don't want her to lose me too.
I want to play kickball with my friends again. I've been away from this religion for 15 years and this is what brought me back: this injury. I made a mistake by turning my back on God and I'm sorry. I'm suffering, and I don't want to break my mom's heart with my suffering. God is the physician, I need Him. I want Him to also work with my surgeon. Teamwork. This is the realest thing I have ever written. I mean all of this with my own heart.
