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When I say that Christianity is a conception, I don’t mean to say that it is necessarily my fictional concept or any other’s fictional concept. Even the realest thing to you (say, an emotion of peace or joy) can be called to mind as a concept at a later time (when you’re no longer feeling the peace or joy, you can still be aware that there is such a concept as peace or joy).
So, no matter how real it is to “have been given the mysteries of the kingdom of Heaven,” it doesn’t mean that you can’t also share it, as a concept, with me, even if I haven’t experienced whatever it is you(‘ve) experience(d), which you call “the mysteries of the kingdom of Heaven” (which I do understand is a scriptural term, not your own coinage — my use of quotation marks isn’t meant to indicate sarcasm or doubt).
While it’s understandable that I cannot (at least in my current state of awareness) experience another’s experience, and so cannot verify their “[having] been given the mysteries of the kingdom of Heaven,” I will simply say that I don’t often enough witness (the best way I know of judging anything to be ultimately true or at least coherent) Christians acting out of such a state in a way that would evidence it. Unfortunately, with rare exception, they are mostly as vice-laden as anyone else who doesn’t claim to be Christian.
So then, to me, your criterion of what ‘Christian’ means is, Having been given the mysteries of the kingdom of Heaven, and it is only one possible conception of Christian/Christianity among others, with mine being one of those others.
I feel it important to let you know that I mean no snark or any ill-will in my response. I know that the nuances of verbal communication are lost when reading, and it’s easy to take something not meant as an insult as an insult. Rather, I mean what I say when I wrote that I am interested to know how any one’s conception of Christianity influences how s/he lives his/her day to day life.
I accept that you experience whatever is meant by ‘having been given the mysteries of the kingdom of God’, and would welcome any way that you can articulate that experience, even as I believe that some experiences are ineffable and cannot be articulated.
Let me share with you,
Parable of “a city set on a hill”- from Matthew 5:14-15, that you may perceive the mystery of the kingdom of Heaven.
This is what we have heard:
"You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. -Matthew 5:14
Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. -Matthew 5:15
In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven. -Matthew 5:16
We heard the Lord “in the same way” that means our Lord told us there is a parallel relevancy by what He said in regard to Matthew 5:16 and what He previously has said in Matthew 5:14 and 5:15.
Since the Lord testified that we are the light of the world, so we should let our light shine before others.
Since the Lord testified that we, city set on a hill that cannot be hidden so those who dwell in a city set on a hill should let our light shine before others.
Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house
so that others may see our good works and give glory to our Father who is in heaven.
In this same way, we can draw understanding the parallel relevance that the Lord wants to understand.
Despite that, if paused for a moment when the Lord said,”You are the light of the world.” Won’t we be amazed at His testimony of us !
In the same way, the Lord have said this :
Again Jesus spoke to them, saying, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." -John 8:12
So, the Lord is saying that we are like Him who is the light of the world. For whoever follow the teaching of our Lord
will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.
How does the Lord able to believe that we are the light of the world?
This is what we have heard:
For with You is the fountain of life; in Your light do we see light.
-Psalms 36:9
For the commandment is a lamp and the teaching a light, and the reproofs of discipline are the way of life, -Proverbs 6:23
In the Lord’s light, we perceive His teaching that His reproofs of discipline are the way of life.
That is why He asks to deny ourselves, take cross and follow His teaching.
Considering what He said next in the parable : “A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. “
Let us consider the meaning of a city : From Psalm 107:4-9, we find a city where man dwell in, where the Lord satisfies the longing soul, and the hungry soul He fills with good things.
For a city set on a hill. This is what we have heard:
I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? -Psalms 121:1
My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth. -Psalms 121:2
So, we ascertain those who dwell in a city who get their help from the Lord who made heaven and earth.
So, “the city set on a hill cannot be hidden” could be paraphrased:
those who dwell in a city cannot hide that they get their help from the Lord.
Matthew 5:14 that says:
"You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. “
When paraphrase for clarity:
Those who dwell in a city who are enlightened by the word of kingdom. They cannot hide that they get their help from the Lord.
Matthew 5:15 that says:
Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. -Matthew 5:15
When paraphrase for clarity:
“Nor do people who are enlightened with the word of the kingdom hide it under a fruit basket but as a witness and its witness give understanding to all in the house.”
Or for more clarity:
Every people who are enlightened with the word of the kingdom manifest the fruit of the Spirit.
For they will stand as witnesses that gives understanding to all in the house.”
Matthew 5:16 that says:
In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven. -Matthew 5:16
When paraphrase for clarity:
In the same way, let our good works shine before others, so that others may see our good works and give glory to our Father who is in heaven.
To God the Father be thanksgiving through Christ. Amen.