How do I get rid of this nagging doubt that I have? I believe in God, read The Bible, listen to worship music, read/watch testimonial videos, pray etc but I still have doubt. It's very frustrating because I know it doesn't belong there. I hear about people having these life changing experiences that changed them. Sometimes when I watch videos of people talking about God I get moved to tears and I try to do little things like uploading Bible verses that I like on my Instagram to do something. Maybe I need to put more effort in because to be honest I don't think I read The Bible etc enough. Could that be the reason? It says in The Bible not to have doubt, well I don't want it. Please can someone advise me?
Doubt is an important motivator in knowing God better, more deeply and fully. Left to fester, though, doubt can become a dangerous corrosive to faith.
I don't doubt that my wife exists and that my marriage to her is real and true. We interact every day with one another; I have a daily experience of my wife that eradicates all doubt as to her existence and my relationship to her. The whole world could deny my wife exists and that I'm married to her but I could not be persuaded to think the same because I enjoy daily, intimate fellowship with her!
So, too, with God and His children. The simplest best remedy for doubt is a healthy love-relationship with God, the experience of which is a daily, ongoing thing. When you enjoy loving fellowship with God every day, the whole world could be against your relationship with God, denying it, and you'd still hold firm to its reality.
What's it mean, then, to experience God? Christians like to use phrases like "experiencing God," or "walking with Jesus," or "fellowship with God," but often, when I press them to explain exactly what they mean by these phrases, they are unable to offer a plain, clear, and biblical definition. How about you?
As an Elder/Pastor, I teach a Discipleship course at my church and have done for many years. I have worked up my own course of discipleship, one of the lessons of which deals with what it means to experience God. It may help you in dealing with your doubt to consider it. Here's part of the lesson:
Discipleship Lesson 11c: The Nature of God -The Person and Work of the Holy Spirit
Quick facts:
- Called the Comforter or Helper (“Paraklete” in Greek) –
John 14:16; the Spirit of Christ –
Romans 8:9; the Spirit of Grace –
Hebrews 10:29; Spirit of the Lord –
2 Corinthians 3:17-18.
- The third Person of the Trinity. (
Matthew 28:19; Acts 5:3-4; 1 Corinthians 2:10-11)
- He is not a force, or divine spiritual energy, but
a distinct personal entity who may grieved (
Ephesians 4:30), who teaches and reminds (
John 14:26; 1 Corinthians 2:13), who speaks (
Acts 8:29; 13:2), who makes decisions (
Acts 15:28), who can be lied to (
Acts 5:3-4), who has a mind (
Romans 8:26-27), and so on.
Common Questions:
1.) What is the role of the Holy Spirit in the life of the Christian?
- He imparts spiritual life by dwelling within every believer. (
John 7:39; Acts 2:3-4; Romans 8:8-11; 1 Corinthians 6:19-20; Titus 3:5-6)
- He convicts of sin. (
John 16:8)
- He illuminates our minds to God's truth. (
Luke 12:12; John 14:26; 16:13)
- He comforts and helps. (
John 14:16)
- He enables the believer's obedience. (
Acts 4:7-8; Romans 8:13; 15:13, 19; Philippians 2:13)
- He produces in the believer the character of Christ. (
Galatians 5:22-23)
- He is the “down payment” or “guarantee” of a believer's future spiritual and eternal inheritance. (
Eph. 1:13, 14)
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The born-again Christian experiences God in the Person of the Holy Spirit. When a Christian believer talks of "walking with God" what they mean - whether they realize it or not - is "my experience of the Holy Spirit." The Spirit convicts, strengthens, teaches, disciplines, comforts and transforms the born-again disciple of Christ. It is in the Person of the Spirit that the Christian is made alive spiritually and placed in Christ. (
Titus 3:5; Romans 8:9-10; 1 John 4:13)
So, what is your experience of the Holy Spirit? Has he convicted you of sin? Has he strengthened you in times of temptation and trial? Has he taken you deeper into the truths of God's word? Has he progressively formed in you the "Fruit of the Spirit"? Has he disciplined you when you have been wayward and carnal? These are the daily events that ought to transpire between you and God, that anchor your faith, not just in the declarations of Scripture, but in a real and regular personal interaction with God. It is this personal experience of God that is, I believe, the single best remedy for doubt.