I hope you don't mind if I share a different perspective. I believe it's God will that I
not be healed from the medical issues that have afflicted my life since I was an infant, because they have purpose to my life and have endowed my life with purpose. I've been treated with compassion and love, but not with having my medical issues healed. I was just hospitalized last week, my third of the year. There's been chronic struggles, grief, frustration. Tears and anger and fury. But the struggles have absolutely given me strength. They're taught me to be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. To persevere.
It's felt at times like my life is a complex jigsaw puzzle and I'm receiving more pieces as I grow, to fit into place and see the picture. The plan for my life. The way things have been orchestrated have left me awestruck and certain of God's will.
I can elaborate if you're curious, if that's permitted. I'm not sure if I'm able to post here or it's restricted to a specific denomination. I also have a midterm in the morning so I can't stay on here any longer tonight. But I will expand when I can, if I can, if you'd like.