I've been battling with self doubt and wondering if I'm good enough for the lord. I read the Bible daily but sometimes I noticed I lose focus here and there, and have to go back and re read the scripture over and over.
I want to remain faithful..right now after talking to my christian sister, I got a sudden depression that I asked Jesus repeatedly to help me because I feel spiritually attacked in my own mind. I suffer from major depressive disorder and lately I've been fine until now. I don't know what is going on...I had this sudden fly invasion in my apartment which never happened before, now I am feeling...like my heart is twisting inside.
I wondering what's wrong with me. I finally got a remote job that's part time. It's not much but it's better than nothing. Why do I suddenly feel empty and want to leave this world?
Please pray for me.
I want to remain faithful..right now after talking to my christian sister, I got a sudden depression that I asked Jesus repeatedly to help me because I feel spiritually attacked in my own mind. I suffer from major depressive disorder and lately I've been fine until now. I don't know what is going on...I had this sudden fly invasion in my apartment which never happened before, now I am feeling...like my heart is twisting inside.
I wondering what's wrong with me. I finally got a remote job that's part time. It's not much but it's better than nothing. Why do I suddenly feel empty and want to leave this world?
Please pray for me.