- Jun 8, 2019
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Hi everyone. My name is Lily Sunflower, and this intro may be a little long, but I want to share how I believe God is working in my life.
Until yesterday, I was a moderator on a prominent tarot forum. My persona was that of a Satanist, but inside I was craving to get right with God. I would spew all kinds of occult nonsense on the forum, but when I got off of it, I would read Joyce Meyer books and listen to K-love (I love that station - the right song really does come on when you need it!). Basically, I was a confused mess.
I never got along that well with my fellow moderators, but things seemed civil and okay between us. Then yesterday, out of nowhere, I was suddenly removed from my position with absolutely no warning. I was allowed to remain a member, but I had words with my former colleagues (that I'm completely ashamed of now) and I ended up being banned.
The thing is, I had been thinking of leaving the forum for weeks, but it was almost like an addiction, and I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Now, I think that God had me forcibly removed to get me out of there! I'm not denying my role in the situation, but I truly believe that God is trying to lead me out of the occult and back to Him. So I joined this forum to get to know some great Christian people, and get myself back on track.
Thank you to everyone who read this. I hope to get to know you soon!
Until yesterday, I was a moderator on a prominent tarot forum. My persona was that of a Satanist, but inside I was craving to get right with God. I would spew all kinds of occult nonsense on the forum, but when I got off of it, I would read Joyce Meyer books and listen to K-love (I love that station - the right song really does come on when you need it!). Basically, I was a confused mess.
I never got along that well with my fellow moderators, but things seemed civil and okay between us. Then yesterday, out of nowhere, I was suddenly removed from my position with absolutely no warning. I was allowed to remain a member, but I had words with my former colleagues (that I'm completely ashamed of now) and I ended up being banned.
The thing is, I had been thinking of leaving the forum for weeks, but it was almost like an addiction, and I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Now, I think that God had me forcibly removed to get me out of there! I'm not denying my role in the situation, but I truly believe that God is trying to lead me out of the occult and back to Him. So I joined this forum to get to know some great Christian people, and get myself back on track.
Thank you to everyone who read this. I hope to get to know you soon!