Now I'm worried because I made more bets with the devil. I'm worried he will delete all my files. I really don't want to quit, but I feel like I have to now, or else the devil will delete my files and I'll get a C.
Hi, SnowTiger!
I went through a lot of medical trauma when I was young, and OCD came from it. Everything you have been talking about would definitely fit in OCD. I've been going to a counselor for a year and a half now, and I wanted to encourage you that Jesus understands OCD. If you want to talk more, feel free to pm! Jesus is right there with you!
The voice in my head says he will get me to the full extent of the law. I'm worried that he will delete my files or cause my professor to forget my grade.
Now the good voice in my head has been telling me to quit. He says I will go to hell if I don't quit. This is scary because the good voice usually tells me not to give up, but now he says to quit.
I’m sorry to hear about your situation, SnowTiger. I’ll be praying that God will surround you with His infinite love, constant care and protection. May He give you strength, wisdom and guidance in a powerful way as you trust in Him.